Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 104: Remember Me

I arrived at Jason's office surprising him with a romantic lunch. He was busy all day and didn't pick up not one of my calls or answered any of my texts. It was one of those days but that wasn't gonna stop me from checking on my baby.
"What's up boss lady?" Jason's assistant said as I walked in the front door.
"Hey sweetie. Is Jason in a meeting" I asked placing the bag full of food down on the front desk. I never wanted to just barge into his office when he was busy. I respected his work space and didn't like interrupting his work flow.
"He just finished. Want me tell him you here" he asked ready to hit the intercom button.
"No. I'll just surprise him." I gathered my things and quietly headed to his office. The door was open as I saw him reading hard Focused. I knocked on the front of the door trying to get his attention.
"Eric I'm busy man. Give me like 10 minutes" he said not looking up. He was in his zone.
"Well I guess I can just come back then" I said as he looked up quick once he realized who's voice it was.
"Beautiful I ain't know you was coming to see me" he dropped his pen and got up from his chair.
"I called and texted you all day Jason. You didn't answer me so I wanted to make sure you were okay" I said as he shut his door.
"I'm sorry bout that baby. It's been crazy" I dropped my stuff going over to him.
"So that's an excuse to ignore your wife? Jason you know I worry about you" I said as he pulled me on his lap. I wasn't mad at him I just needed to know he was okay at all times. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if something ever happened to him.
"Beautiful I know baby. I apologize. You know I wouldn't do that to you on purpose" he said gripping my waist.
"I'll only forgive you if you have lunch with me" he dropped his head as I figured he couldn't.
"I wish I could baby but I got so much shit to do." He said as I stood up. All week Jason worked late nights and exhausted hisself working on his new project. I loved that he was doing what he wanted but it was taking up all of his time.
"But Baby I made us a romantic picnic basket. I wanted to just spend an hour with you." I hated being on his back but I did miss him.
"Beautiful I can't leave for an hour. Save it for when I get home. We can do it later" he said as I rolled my eyes. I was getting frustrated that he couldn't just take a break for one hour. I did all this for him.
"Jason you come home late so that's why I came early but it's fine" I put my jacket back on grabbing my blanket and basket. I guess I was head back home.
"I promise. It's goin be me and you tonight baby. Me and you" he kissed my cheek as that went in one ear and out the other.
"I'll believe it when I see it" I said walking out. He walked me to my car as I tossed everything on the passenger side.
"I promise." He said looking me in the eye. I was a sucker for them brown eyes.
"Alright. I'll be waiting. I love you" I said kinda over being mad. He was busy but he promised to come home so we could spend some time together. I was so excited to just be in his company.
"I love you more" he said kissing my lips softly.
"Enjoy the rest of your day baby. Don't stand me up" I said as he laughed.
"I won't beautiful" we kissed one more time before he walked inside leaving me to drive off. I was gonna set up a nice evening for my husband. I missed his attention and affection terribly.
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8:49pm
Jason was coming home at 9 and I had everything done. Candlelight lobster dinner with asparagus and garlic potatoes. Red velvet cake cooled and iced. Nice music and dim lighting. I even sent the kids to his mother so we could have each other all to ourselves. I wanted it to be perfect.
"Looks good" I said to myself as I went to check myself in the mirror. I came home and took a relaxing bath with my vibrant honey and coconut milk body wash. Jason loved that scent on me. And to top it off I had on a sheer lingerie dress with nothing on underneath. I even curled my hair loosely to add on to my sexy affect. The night was on.
9:38pm
I looked out the window and no Jason. I didn't get a call or text and he was sending me straight to voicemail. I was trying my best to keep the food warm but with each minute that passes it damn near impossible. I decided to give him some more time and just clean up before he got home. That was one less thing I had to do later on. I was in a good mood which actually brought him some time.
11:06pm
Me: I hope you didn't forget about me tonight?
I texted him repeatedly and nothing. The food was stone cold and the candles burnt out dripping wax on my new cotton tablecloth. I was slowly losing my patience as more time went on. After some thought I just threw in the towel and packed the food up. I lost my appetite after waiting almost 3 hours. I cleared the table and blew out the candles. I hit the light and decided to just go to bed. If I knew he wouldn't be home by know, I could've kept my babies home to keep me company. But here I was home alone. No babies. No husband.
"There goes my night" I said annoyed. When Jason felt I was neglecting him I didn't waste no time making him feel important. Once he expressed how he felt I automatically switched gears and did whatever he asked but now the tables were turned and look who wasn't even trying. My feelings were hurt at this point. I changed my clothes into a tshirt and boy shorts and chose to eat the chocolate covered strawberries I brought for our picnic in bed while watching Sex In The City reruns. I felt lonely.
1:35am
I jumped out my sleep hearing the front door open and close. My TV was still on and my empty plate was sitting on my chest. I rubbed my eyes pulling my curls into a ponytail as I heard Jason creep up the stairs quietly. He must've figured I was sleep by now or more like hoping.
"Oh....you still up" his face was priceless once we locked eyes.
"Yep" I said sitting up. I was so mad at him.
"Beautiful I'm sorry about tonight. I got so caught up in work and it was just-" he said as I put my hand up
"You know what don't even worry about it. It's over now" I said turning on my side fixing my pillows. I wasn't in the mood to hear anything he had to say at this point.
"I love you beautiful" he said sitting close to me as I laid down. He reached under the covers caressing my thigh trying to soothe everything over.
"Jason stop." I removed his hands off me wanting to be left alone.
"Don't do that. You know I ain't mean to forget" he said as I rolled my eyes.
"But you forgot so whatever. Good night" frustrated was not the word right now
"Imma make it up to you baby. I promise" he leaned down to my lips as I turned my head. He shook his head as he accepted just kissing my cheek. I wasn't in the mood.
"Don't worry about making anything up to me. I'm good" I said covering my face with the covers. I was more hurt than upset. I needed his attention and affection all the time and I couldn't get that feeling anywhere but from him. I heard him blow his breath as if he was the one being stood up.
"Hue I'm trying to balance everything at once. Just give me a break okay. You know I wouldn't do you like that" he said as I got up. I wanted him to understand where I was coming from.
"Jason I know you are doing a lot now but I took the time to come and see you today so we could spend at least an hour together but no. Ain't happen. And then tonight I set everything up for our date, got all dressed up and even took the kids to your mother so we could spend time alone and I ended up at home by myself. That hurt my feelings because when you felt ignored what did I do?" I asked not raising my voice. Even though I was mad I still had the ability to have an adult conversation. Screaming and yelling wouldn't help just would make things worse.
"You listened to how I felt and payed me some attention. I get you beautiful" he said rubbing his hands down his face.
"Jason I'm not trying to hold that over your head but understand that I have feelings just as much as you do. Just how you wanted my attention I need that from you. I know things are chaotic at your office but tell me what I need to do to have you for just a minute. That's all I want. I'll even meet you half way buy just tell me. Idc if it's just a text. I want you J" I calmly said. Before I met Jason I would be the type of woman to fly off the handle and curse and carry on like I saw so many woman in my past do but if I wanted him to hear me loud and clear I had to communicate my feelings in a rational manner. Dysfunction was not tolerated in my marriage.
"I was wrong and I deeply apologize Hue Lyn Thomas" he said making me crack a smile. "Can you find it in your gorgeous sexy beautiful heart to forgive me?" He said getting in bed laying on top of me.
"Jason get your dirty clothes off the bed " I said trying to push him off me. I wasn't even mad anymore. I knew my husbands heart and understood that he wouldn't hurt me on purpose. I think I got my point across.
"Say you not mad at me no more" he said kissing all over me as I giggled.
"Stopppp and get off me" I said laughing. I could never stay mad at him.
"Nope" he said holding my hands down as I whined.
"Why?" I said looking into his eyes. I loved this man till no end.
"Cause I want you to say you forgive me beautiful" he said in my ear making me weak
"I do forgive you J. I always do" I said staring at him.
"I know I missed dinner but can I get dessert" he said licking his lips at me.
"Hell no. I spent all day getting things done for you and you missed it. Not happening sir. I'm tired" I said yawning. I was exhausted.
"You can't tell me no" he said trailing his hands down my chest.
"Baby I'm sleepy. Let's cuddle" I said wrapping my arms around him.
"You feel this" he said grinding his hips into me as I felt his extremely hard erection on me. "I'll be quick" he said kissing on my neck. I wasn't gonna fail for his game.
"Noooo." I said finally getting him off me. "This what happens when you hurt my feelings. You don't get none at all" I laughed as Jason changed his clothes getting ready for bed.
"I know you ain't have this on" he said picking up my dress from the bathroom. I left it in there right before I dosed off.
"Mmmmhmmm" I said getting comfy in bed turning the lights off. "See what you missed out on" I wanted to rub it in his face.
"Aight I see you" he climbed in bed as I crawled to him quickly. I laid my head on his chest running my fingers on his bare chest listening to his heartbeat
"Jason" I said softly with my hands on him
"What's up" he stroked my hair relaxing me.
"Am I still special" I asked wanting his affection. He laughed lightly kissing my forehead
"Look at me" he said as I sat on his waist looking him in the eye.
"Beautiful you my special girl. Never forget that aight" whenever he spoke my heart still skipped a beat.
"I love you" I said caressing his face.
"I love you" he said sweetly to me
"I love you more" I said inching closer to him. I loved invading his personal space.
"Let's kiss on it" he said on my lips.
"Mmmm" I said as he bit my lip. I kissed his soft lips over and over raking my hands up and down his muscular back. He depended the kiss playing with my tongue as we made out passionately I couldn't get enough of him.
"I want some of you sexy" he whispered in my mouth as I held on to him tighter.
"What did I tell you before" I said breaking our kiss.
"I don't take no for an answer baby" he said removing my shirt.
"I shouldn't give you any but Imma be nice" I said kissing his neck. It was so hard resisting him.
"Nah you just ain't got no choice" he said making me laugh.
"Oh shut up" I helped him take his boxers off as he was up and so ready. This is all I wanted. His attention.
I guided him inside me instantly throwing my head back.
"Mmmmm J your so hard baby" I said feeling him deep.
"It's all for you" he said as I held on to his shoulders. He was amazing. I leaned towards his face kissing him as we continued making love. Hour.....after hour........
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"Ma ma phone" Harley said as my cell phone rang. I was in the kitchen cooking dinner as Jason had the kids in the living room.
"Bring mommy her phone please" I asked shutting the oven. Harley ran to me as I picked her up.
"Thanks my angel" I said kissing her lips as I answered my phone. It was Nicki telling me about a couple a retreat this weekend and that she wanted to invite me and Jason to come. It sounded like fun and anything to enhance my marriage I was completely on board but Jason Idk if he would be on the same page. This weekend he had tickets to a fight with some of his friends.
"Okay sweetheart. We'll be there. Bye bye" I said hanging up.
"Be where" Jason said with Jae in one hand tossing out his diaper.
"Nicki's couple retreat" I said hoping he wouldn't give me a hard time. I really wanted to go.
"Oh that sound nice. When?" He said as I walked over taking Jae.
"Just ummmm this weekend" I said in a low tone
"This weekend? We'll have fun cause I'm not going" he said as I pouted. He could miss this fight for me.
"Baby" I said trying to change his mind
"Hue you know Tone got me those tickets for his birthday. I'm not goin let him go without me" Jason was not having it.
"Jae tell daddy mommy really wants to go. It would make me happy" I said kissing Jae.
"Beautiful no. Either go by yourself or tell her we can't make it" he said giving me an ultimatum.
"But babe" I said as he cut me off
"Nah come on. Be fair" he said as I waved him off
"Okay. I wanted us to go to better us but go head to your fight and I'll hit stay home with the kids." I said over it. He wasn't hearing me so it was whatever.
"Come eat mommy's Angels" I said putting their plates on the table. They ran over climbing in their chairs.
"Here baby" I said giving Haley her juice. I made my plate and sat down saying grace with my girls.
"So where my plate" Jason said staring at me. I never let him serve hisself but he was on my bad side today.
"In the kitchen. Make it" I said paying him no mind.
"Hue" he said as I talked to Harley and Haley. He sucked his teeth making his plate as he sat down. We ate dinner in silence as he kept staring at me. I wasn't gonna press the issue. I washed the dishes cleaning up when I heard Jason on the phone from his office.
"Aye Tone I'm not goin be able to go wit yall friday" he said as I got happy on the inside. I didn't think he was gonna cancel his plans honestly.
"Yeah man Hue wanna go to a couple retreat. So Imma go see what this about" he wrapped up his call as I pretended not to hear. He came back in the kitchen wrapping his arms around my waist.
"I'm not going to the fight" he said in my ear.
"And why not" I asked as he roamed his hands up and down my hips from behind
"Because I would rather spend time with my wife" he said making me blush
"I didn't mean to ruin your plans baby" I said jumping on the inside
"You just wanted me to yourself. Don't act like you not happy" he knew me so well.
"Ok you got me but I promise we'll have a good time and we can bless our room soon as we get there" I said turning around winking at him.
"Oh yeah. Let's go practice" he said pickin me up.
"Don't drop me J" I said laughing. Soon as we were up the stairs we saw Harley and Haley in our room waiting on us.
"Da da play" Haley said jumping on the bed. Their go our afternoon. But this weekend I was definitely looking forward to reconnecting with Jason. Any opportunity for me to get closer with the love of my life I was surly gonna love and take opportunity to grow my marriage.