Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 107: Thats What I'm Here For......

"Beautiful come on baby" Jason said as I fixed the same piece of hair a million times. Today was our first appointment at the doctors. Jason was gonna hear the heart beat for the first time and he woke up extra excited and couldn't wait to get to the doctors. He rushed me the minute I opened my eyes.
"Jason can you relax. I'm almost ready damn. I can't get nothing done if you in my face every minute" I said trying to calm my nerves. Me on the other hand was super nervous and afraid. This was my first pregnancy and the only thing that ran through my mind all night was the what ifs. My past medical history scared me and although I was over the moon about being pregnant I still had my doubts.
"Why you getting so worked up? I just don't wanna be late" he said brushing his waves.
"Just leave me alone" I said slamming the bathroom door. My nerves were so bad. All my life I had the worst luck and idk when it would kick in. I leaned over the sink breaking down as my mind ran rampant. I was literally shaking. I just couldn't loose my baby. Jason knocked on the door as I took a deep breath.
"What" I said sniffing.
"See why you being mean to me." He said opening the door. I was a wreck but I needed to go to the only person who could fix everything in my world.
"Baby" I said burying my face in chest crying. I needed him so bad at this moment.
"Talk to daddy. What's wrong?" He said stroking my hair.
"I'm so scared J" I said softly.
"Why you scared beautiful? You know I'm not goin let anything happen to you or my baby ok" he said in my ear.
"Yes but J what if I'm not strong enough to carry a baby." I cried again as those words left my lips.
"Hue I don't wanna ever hear you say that aight." He lifted my chin making me look at him.
"Jason" I said staring at him
"Nah. I put that baby in you. Me. So Imma make sure it stay there. Stop crying beautiful" he wiped my tears as I wiped my cheeks off with his shirt.
"So you goin fuck up my shirt cause you scared" he said as I laughed.
"I don't care. My needs come before your shirt" I said giggling
"Whatever. Come here" he grabbed me closer and kissed my lips over and over.
"Thank you" I said so thankful for him.
"No. Thank you" he said reaching down kissing my stomach. "Let's go so you can come back and relax. I know you ain't get no sleep last night." He helped put my shoes on and walked to the door.
"All I wanna do is cuddle with you baby. That's it" he said as we got in the car. We drove to our appointment and was right on time.
"Ms. Jackson. You can come back now" we walked back as I sat on the table and he pulled a chair right next to me.
"You still nervous" he said holding my hand kissing it.
"A little but I'm okay baby." We sat there as the door opened.
"Well hello lucky parents" Dr. Adams said as she came in. I really took a liking to her and she was a major part in this for us.
"How are you" I said giving her a hug as Jason stood up.
"I'm doing just fine sweetie." She hugged him as we all took a seat.
"Now Hue I see since you found out you were pregnant a week ago you gained 10lbs. Explain that to me" she said as I covered my face. Hey I was craving.
"Ummmmm... I guess it just snuck up on me. Dr. Adams I couldn't help myself" I said as she laughed shaking her head.
"Let's just try and have a little bit of control. I know your appetite is increasing but honey it's gonna get worse in a couple of months so I don't want anything to cause any issues." She said as I understood. If I was just a couple of weeks and already at 10lbs I was gonna be big as a house by time I gave birth. I wasn't going to do my body like that.
"I understand" I nodded my head.
"And I can bet my bottom dollar that daddy over here gets you anything you ask for" she said touching Jason's shoulder. She was definitely right.
"I mean I can never say no" he said smiling. He was my baby.
"I don't want you to say no just monitor how much you give her. We all want a healthy and comfortable pregnancy right" she said as we were totally on board.
"Yes ma'am" we both said quickly. After some basic questions she laid me back as she lifted my shirt. This is what Jason talked about all day and night.
"Sorry if this is too cold sweetie" she said oozing the blue gel on my full stomach. I wasn't showing much but I could tell he or she was gonna make her mark real soon.
"Move closer baby" I said reaching out for Jason. I wanted him close as possible.
"Okay let's see what this baby is up to" she took the wand and traced my stomach as we waited to hear the heart beat. I was holding my breath as second after second passed.
"Can't find them?" Jason said as I felt a tear come down my face. Where was my baby.
"Not yet but sometimes it takes time. The baby is comfortable so we're kinda disturbing their little peace" she said as Jason kissed my forehead repeatedly. She kept searching and searching as she squeezed more gel on my belly. I was slowly losing hope. The silence was killing me.
"Hue I want you to stay calm okay. It's normal for your baby to hide" Dr. Adams said seeing grab a tissue and wipe my tears. I shut my eyes and said a quick prayer to God just asking for peace and happiness. Just once I wanted to feel pure joy. I opened my eyes and instantly heard this loud thumping sound over and over again. God was so good.
"That's my baby" I said at a lose for words.
"Yes with a strong and healthy heart beat" this was nothing short of amazing. I had this little life in my belly. I couldn't even find the words to sum what I was feeling at this moment.
"Aww shit. This is crazy. I did that" he said as I saw him tear up. He finally got his wish.
"We did that baby. Look at our baby J" I said so over joyed. I kissed his tears away as I whispered how in love I was with him. This moment was priceless between us. This baby was gonna bind us together for ever. I was so glad that Jason was the man who made all this possible for me. It was so funny because just a couple of years ago I never could imagine carrying a baby on my own but here I was in love with an angel pregnant with a miracle. Love was so good to me. My life was getting sweeter by the day and with Jason it was always something to look forward too. I was so blessed.
End of flashback........
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"Baby are we there yet" I said as we drove for almost 2 hours. After I got my way with him in the closet we said goodbye to the kids and his mother and drove off. It was still dark outside and I was even more tired than before.
"Can you stop asking so many questions" he said shaking his head laughing
"J I'm so tired. I wanna lay down baby" I whined as he drove. I had no idea where he was taking me. I just needed a bed asap.
"Lay in my lap" he said making room for me. I took my seat belt off as I scooted over. I laid down and relaxed in his lap.
"Imma wake you up when we get there" he said stopping at a red light
"I need a kiss J" I said rubbing his leg. He leaned down and kissed my lips as I bit his. I loved his lips.
"Don't get nothing started aight" he said kissing my neck making me smile.
"Mmmmm baby" I moaned out holding his head. His tongue felt so good on my skin. I shut my eyes loving it. "Daddy pull over" I said sitting up. I couldn't help myself with Jason.
"Beautiful we gotta go." He said as I licked all over his neck. I was on a high from him.
"I can't have you for a minute" I said putting my hands in his zipper.
"I wanna ride daddy" I said as he bit his lip.
"I can't believe I'm letting you get me again" he said pulling over at a rest center. I always got my way.
"You can't ever resist me" I said climbing on his lap. Luckily I had on a dress so all I had to do was hike it up. I unzipped his jeans as he came out alive. I was so turned on. I lowered my body on his as I gasped. Jason was definitely awake.
"Ahhh J mmmm" I said riding him slowly. I threw my head back as he held on to my hips. He hit inside me as I landed on him going up and down.
"Shit baby. Faster" he said lowering his seat back alittle bit more I rode Jason faster as he groaned loudly. He ran his hands on my ass squeezing it as I kept my pace.
"Fast enough for you baby" I said with my hands on his chest.
"Faster" he demanded as I gave him all I had. The car was shaking as the windows fogged up. I was breathing so heavy I couldn't even say a word. I arch my back as I felt him in my stomach.
"That's how you ride daddy" he said as I moaned out. I went non stop and like usual I felt a tingly feeling build up in the pit of my stomach. I knew what that meant.
"Don't you slow down" he said as I slowed my pace down. I couldn't take anymore.
"I.....I can't baby" I cried as he moved my hips for me pressing me against him.
"Ommgg" I screamed. He had my face kissing my lips as I came hard. He was right behind me grunting in my ear. I laid my weak body on his chest as he rubbed my back.
"Beautiful?" He said kissing my head.
"Yes my baby" I said trailing my fingers on his chest.
"Are you trying to get pregnant again" he said surprising me.
"Am I what" I sat up making eye contact with him.
"I'm just asking. You been super horny for the last couple of weeks. What's up" he said as I got off him fixing my clothes.
"Jason I show my affection to you more and all you think I'm doing is trying to get pregnant" I wanted Jason all the time. It was no reason behind that.
"It was just a question beautiful. I mean if you wanted another baby you would just tell me right" he said pressing the issue.
"Yes I would Jason but I don't so we shouldn't even be having this conversation right now" if this was a way to get me out the house and pregnant again he was tripping.
"Okay" he simply said buttoning his pants. I knew his schemes all too well.
"Look at me Jason" I said facing him. I wanted full contact
"Why you giving me that look" he said grinning.
"Before I jack you up. Did you bring me on this trip to seduce me and get me pregnant" I said eye balling him.
"Baby I would never" he said not even believing himself.
"Jasonnnn!" I said pushing him. I know my sex drive was increasing but that didn't mean I was saying I wanted a another baby. I should've figured he was up to something.
"Hue you know I want another baby. Don't act shocked" he said as I rolled my eyes.
"Jason it's not happening. End of story" I said folding my arms.
"Why not? We can handle it" he didn't give up. Jason was so persistent.
"Jason stop!" I said rubbing my temples. I did not wanna go down this road with him. I wanted peace
"See there you go. Idk what's the big deal" he said as my head started spinning. All I heard was him talk about a baby and how he was ready and the kids and the house and I couldn't take it anymore. I had to put a stop to this conversation.
"Jason I got my tubes burnt!!" I blurted out. Everything stopped as it grew silent.
"Repeat what you just said" he said looking out his window.
"Baby I got my tubes burnt after Jae." I said softly. He hit the dashboard hard as I jumped.
"You did that without even talking to me. Are you fucking serious" he said so upset. I know I was wrong but I had to. If I got pregnant again my body would be even worse. After my surgery it was the smartest thing to do. I had no choice but to.
"Jason I had too. I'm sorry baby but I did it for me" I said as he tapped his hand on the wheel. He was certified pissed.
"I'm your husband and you kept that from me. You had me thinking I could get you pregnant again and you did that shit behind my back. Me. Out of all people. Me!" He said hurt.
"Jason if I would've told you than you would've just argued me down about it. I had to. I'm so sorry I kept it from you. But I thought we agreed after Jae we was finish having kids." I said pleading my case to him.
"Hue I would have a million babies by you if I could but you made that decision for us both." He was so mad at me.
"Baby I'm sorry. I'm so sorry J. I don't want you to be mad at me babe" I said caressing his face. He sighed tensing up.
"Do you know how much I fucking love you?" He asked looking at me.
"I do baby. I do" I said near tears. He never got this mad.
"And you know what I could accept the fact you didn't want anymore kids and hell I would've been right there with you when you got that shit done but instead you hid it from me. We pose to trust each other and you betrayed me Hue" the word betrayed seemed so harsh. I held my head down in shame as I cried. I let my best friend down.
"I didn't mean to hurt you" I said looking at the floor.
"It's too late. But it's all good" he said as he started the car.
"Are we going back home" I said softly to him. I was ashamed at what I did I couldn't even look up.
"I brought you out here to show you the second house I got for us when we wanted to get away but it ain't no point of hiding that no more" I was crushed. Idk why I even kept this from him.
"Oh" I said looking at the floor.
"I got people waiting on me out there so once I get them straight we going home" he drove off on the high way as I out my seat belt on. There was a perfectly good trip ruined.
"Ok" was all I could say. I'm sure he didnt wanna hear anything else I had to say so I just put my head on my window shutting my eyes trying to sleep. What a day......

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2 hours later
I woke up and saw the most beautiful house I ever laid eyes on. Now our house we had we amazing but this one was breath taking and sat right on the beach. It was like a dream come true. I got out the car looking for Jason.
"So everything you asked for is here Jason." I heard a man say as Jason looked around the inside. It was just as gorgeous inside.
"Good lookin" he said dappin him up.
"Yeah. It wasn't easy but I know how much you wanted to make it perfect for your wife" I heard as my heart melted.
"I appreciate it man. I did this for her" he said as I felt so bad. They talked alittle as I went back outside. I just thought about how selfish I was in making that decision without him. Jason lived for me and I was wrong.
"Oh my bad. I ain't know nobywas out here" the gentleman who was talking to Jason said as I quickly wiped my eyes.
"It's okay. I was waiting on my husband" I said trying to seem normal
"Oh so you Jason's wife. He talk about you all the time. Hue right?" He said as I blushed.
"Yes and I'm sure he does" I said shaking his hand.
"Well enjoy your new spot. It was a lot of love put into it" he said walking away.
"I will thanks" I went back inside as I saw Jason in the back area sitting on the bench. He did all this just to put a smile on my face.
"Hey" I said nervously
"What's up" he said looking at the beach. I hated when he was mad at me. I rather be enjoying this instead of crying and him be upset.
"Can I sit here" I said standing at the edge of the bench.
"This your house. You can sit anywhere you want" he said nonchalantly. I took a seat as I looked at the view. It was gorgeous but none of this meant if we weren't on the same page. It was quiet before I decided to say something.
"Thank you for the house. It's beautiful" I said trying to lighten the mood.
"No problem" he said biting his top lip.
"Jason you know if I didn't have to do that I wouldn't right" I said remorseful
"I ain't mad at that" he said back
"It's the secret you mad at huh" I said as he nodded.
"Yep. Me and you don't do that" he was right. No question.
"We don't and I was stupid to hide that. Baby I want you....no I need you to forgive me. You're the only person I have and Its killing me that I hurt your feelings and betrayed your trust. That was never my intentions J" I said sincerely. He rubbed his beard listening to me. He turned and looked at me as we locked eyes. We didn't even blink.
"I'm sorry baby" I mouthed to him with tears running off my cheeks. All he did was wipe my face as I grabbed his hand.
"I love you so much Jason. You still love me too?" I said as he moved me closer to him.
"My love for you can't just go away. No matter what I will always love the mother of my kids. My wife and best friend my Hue" he said making me smile. Our forehead touched as I took in his scent.
"Forgive me please" I said on his lips.
"I forgive you" he said as I cried again. It was a huge relief for me not having that in my conscience. We kissed passionately as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He put his tongue in my mouth as I sucked on his bottom lip.
"Baby can we stay here. I don't wanna go home" I said in his ear. I wanted us to have the trip that he planned. We could really use this time together alone.
"I guess we can" he said as I laughed.
"Don't act like you don't wanna be locked up in this house with me" I said sitting on his lap.
"With you and only you" he said making me blush
"Awwww baby" I said pecking his lips.
"Come on. Let me show you around" he carried me inside as he gave me a tour. I couldn't of asked for a better man. When I messed up and did things that hurt him he was always there for me. When everyone else would turn their backs on me Jason never did that. Jason was my heart and even if he was mad or hurt or what not he always saw it in his heart to forgive me. That was real love. I wasn't perfect and I was so blessed to have someone who didn't hold my mistakes over my head but instead loved me through them all. Now that was special........