Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 86: Motherhood

I left my lunch date with Nicki and Karen feeling so good about myself. I was so glad that I was able to speak into her life from my personal experiences. I knew going through those hard times would benefit me in the long run. I learned so much from it. But all and all it was fun getting out the house and having some girl talk.
I pulled up to my driveway parking seeing the house dark. The only source of light I saw on was coming from Jason's office as I got closer to the door. I walked in kicking my shoes off as I heard his deep voice on the phone. I was gonna peak in and see what he was up to but I just decided to go check on my babies first. I missed them so much.
"Awww look at my angels" I said walking up the stairs smiling at Harley and Haley sound asleep in bed together. It was going on 8:30 and Jason was right on time with putting them to bed. I tipped toed in the room lighting up seeing my girls. Haley was laid up under her big sister as Harley held her little hand. I had to laugh cause Haley had her own room but never slept in it. She loved being in her sisters bed. They thought they would loose each other in their sleep for some reason so they always clinged to the other in bed. I loved seeing that.
"Monmy loves you babies. Sleep tight" I kissed both of them ticking them in tighter. I watched them sleep in the doorway for a while before I shut their door hitting their music box. My girls were my heart. I crept inside Jae's nursery seeing my big boy in a peaceful sleep. I had to take a picture of him because he was smiling so hard in his sleep. His deep dimples were showing so vividly as I laughed.
"You must be dreaming about mommy" I said leaning inside his crib kissing him. I held his little finger just admiring him as he slept. Jae was my last miracle baby and I worshiped the ground walked on. It was so hard for me to not look at him. He was a constant reminder of Jason. Just like his sisters.
"Mommy loves you so much big boy" I whispered to him gently putting his little back down kissing his hand. "Sweet dreams baby. Mommy will see you in the morning" I slowly walked out his room making sure his night light was bright enough. I never wanted him to wake up and be scared. I shut his door half way as I went to our bedroom. I changed my dress into some comfortable boy shorts and a loose shirt. I let my hair down washing my face noticing Jason still wasn't done in his office. I couldn't even get in bed to sleep if he wasn't next to me. It just didn't feel right.
"So how much we talking Eric and don't bullshit me" I heard him say as I headed to his office. I knew he was still doing business.
"20...nah you gotta better than that man. You can do 40. Don't make this hard on me man" he said making me laugh. Jason was a hell of a negotiator when it came to selling and buying properties and he didn't stop until he heard the perfect price. He made sure it not only benefited his pockets but he always made sure his clients were happy. Always.
"Now you talking my language" he said as I sat in the chair nearby. He talked some more focused as I eyed him. He was shirtless with black sweatpants on handling his business. Listening and looking at him turned me on so much. When Jason spoke business around me I found it extremely sexy. He was confident and so in control. It such a turn to me seeing him so serious. I had to restrain myself from jumping on him sitting in this damn chair.
"Aight. That's cool. Send me the paper work. And I don't mean when you feel like it. I need it in the morning or that's your ass Eric. Bye man" he said making me laugh. I loved how much of a boss he was.
"Oh damn my bad beautiful. I ain't know you was home already" he said putting his papers in a folder organizing his desk.
"No it's okay baby. I heard you on the phone when I came in and I didn't wanna disturb you. I checked on the kids while you handled your business" I walked over to him as he linked our hands together.
"You miss me beautiful" he asked as I blushed at him. That was an easy question.
"I did miss you J. Very much" I said leaning into him kissing his lips. He grabbed my waist kissing me back as I caressed his head. Ahh this felt so good.
"Mmmmm wait baby. Don't you wanna know how my lunch date went" I said pulling our lips apart as he rubbed his strong hands down to my ass.
"I do baby......but after we make love" he said kissing my neck as I laughed. He was so easy to distract whenever it came to sex.
"Noooo Jason stop. Listen baby" I managed to move his face from my neck taking a seat in his lap.
"You have my attention now beautiful. How was your lunch baby" he asked kissing me quickly.
"J I actually had a real good time. Nicki brought a friend and she was going through some conception issues which you know it dear to me. Her ex husband use to abuse her and babe she had 6 miscarriages." I said as he shook his head. Jason hated any man who beat on woman. 
"Oh he need his ass beat. That's crazy" he said as I agreed.
"But now that she's out her toxic marriage she and her current boyfriend want to have a baby. The only problem is she's scared that she can't get pregnant and that's blocking her from even trying. I felt so bad for her babe" I said holding his hand.
"That sound like somebody I know." He said looking me at.
"I know and I told her I was going thru something similar. The not being able to conceive and the miscarriages. I said let God handle it and doubt it. We have 3 babies despite what I was told so I just wanted to give her that hope. That made my day J" I said so happy
"That's good beautiful. I'm glad you helped her out. Your a strong woman so I see why other woman wanna be around you. Now you got some new friends" he said making me blush.
"You know you goin always be my best friend though right daddy" I said straddling him. I never wanted him to feel left out or forget our friendship.
"I'm always goin be your friend. And you my best friend beautiful" he said as I smiled hard. Jason was the bestest friend in the whole wide world!
"You even let me have girl talk with your too baby " I said laughing. Jason was my diary and whatever I thought about I expressed it to him. Whether it was about shoes, clothes, music, sex you name it. Any and Everything was a topic.
"I do. Sometimes too much. But it's all good. You worth it" he bit his lip at me sexually as I licked my lips back. I wanted to get out that office and right to bed.
"I think it's time for bed Jason" I said kissing his neck as he palmed my ass.
"Who's Jason" he said in my ear making me even wetter. Jason was a huge fan of role playing during sex and I loved giving him what he wanted.
"Jason is you daddy. Let's go to bed please" I kissed his chest as he squeezed my ass hard.
"Say you want me" he whispered softly with his deep voice. I never got tired of telling him how much I wanted him. Literally my want for this man was non stop. I had an addiction to my husband and he was obsessed with me.
"I want you so bad daddy. I do" I moaned out purposely knowing that would turn him on.
"Get your ass upstairs." He said so serious as I felt like A river. He was turning me on so much tonight and I loved it. It was like we were strangers and had this fire burning for each other even though we were married. I obeyed him climbing off his lap as I strutted my way up the steps. He followed closely behind me as he smacked my ass repeatedly. I knew he was so ready for some work. We got to the last step hearing Jae cry out.
"Shit. I think we woke him up" Jason said sighing as I peeked my head in his room. Sure enough he was up looking around crying. We couldn't keep quiet longer enough to even start anything.
"Shhhh big boy. Mommy and daddy sorry for waking you up. Forgive us handsome" I said picking him up kissing his face. He calmed down hearing my voice as I rocked his little body around the room.
"I'll put him back to sleep beautiful. You go wait for me in the room. I can handle this" he said taking Jae from my arms.
"Good night mommy's boy. I love you" I kissed him again going to our room letting Jason handle it. I walked in the room taking all my clothes off tossing them in the basket near  the door. I slid in bed slipping under the warm covers. I was all set for Jason. I just hoped Jae didn't wake back up.
"He aight now but where were we sexy" he said making me laugh. Nothing took his focus off making love.
"You mean this" I tossed the covers off of me revealing my naked full body as he damn near drooled. "You goin sit there with your mouth open or you goin come give me what I want" I said seductively biting my lip at him as he smiled.
"Talkin big shit huh" he got between my legs hovering over me kissing all over me. His lips felt so good.
"No I'm not talking shit daddy" I said innocently in his ear. His tongue was licking my neck sweetly as I almost fainted.
"Yes you are. I know you and that smart ass mouth" he spread my legs more as I got so anxious. I pulled his sweatpants off as he stepped totally out of them and his boxers. Now he was ready.
"Come here" I mouth to him as he cradled his body back on top of me. I ran my nails down his face as he kissed my finger tips. He reached between us guiding his throbbing penis inside me. I immediately threw my head back feeling him. The pleasure hit me full force.
"Jason mmmmm" I moaned out losing my breath. He was giving me everything he had with each stroke.
"You ain't talking shit no more huh? He said in my ear as caught a grip of his back going deeper.
"Shut up and finish mmmmm" I said smiling at him. I was determined to not let him win.
"Oh yeah" he pulled out hovering over me as I got upset.
"J!!!" I said out as he looked at me with a smirk on his face showing his sexy dimples. He was trying to play hard ball and tease me.
"Nah you told me shut up. See what being mean gets you" he said flipping off top of me and laying on his back. I got on top of him rubbing his chest as he moved my hands.
"Jason stop. I wanna touch you" I said attempting to caress him.
"Say you sorry first and you can touch anywhere you want" I could feel his extremely hard erection on my back side as I rubbed my hips up and down his lap.
"That's not fair baby" I said pouting at him.
"We'll get off me then beautiful" he purposely held my waist grinding his erection on me. He knew I wasn't going anywhere.
"Babyyyy......" After a couple more time of him doing that to me I just gave in completely. "I'm sorry" I said mumbling as he laughed.
"You sorry who and louder" he said kissing on my shoulders. He was so petty.
"I'm sorry daddy there. Now stop holding my friend back from me" I lifted myself up easing my body on his penis. This feeling was unlike no other.
"Ahh shit" Jason grunted out as he held on to my hips. We looked in each other's eyes making love hour after hour after hour. It was never ending with us and I never wanted it to changed.
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"Yes so you just tell me exactly what you need and I'll make it happen. Nothing is too much for me sweetheart" I said to my new client. She was having an engagement party and asked me to provided the dinner and if all went well she wanted me to do the wedding as well. I was honored
"Okay Mrs. Thomas. I'm so glad you had space to squeeze me in. I know your very busy and-" as she spoke my phone rang in my desk draw. I always left it on vibrate but this was the first time I was away from Jae so I wanted to check on him here and there.
"Excuse me Ms. Sharon. This is my husband. Give me one second" I said pressing the answer button. Jason knew not to call me when I was doing anything with my clients so it had to be an emergency.
"Yes Jason" I said into the phone
"Beautiful where is Jae's bottles. Aye get down princess" he said as I heard all types of noises in the background. I even heard my baby crying.
"I put them in the cabinet near the refrigerator babe" I stood up going to the corner as I spoke quickly. Jason had the kids all day by himself so I knew he would call and ask me something. "And why is Jae crying" I asked hoping he was okay.
"He been crying all morning. He don't want to eat or sleep. Idk whats wrong" he said as I heard him crying at the top of his little lungs. My heart was breaking.
"Put me on speaker J" I said as my client excused herself to go to the restroom.
"Lil man mommy wanna talk to you" he said to Jae. He was crying so loud. I knew my baby just missed his mommy. I never was alway from him till now.
"Awwww Mommy's big boy stop crying. Mommy can't take hearing you cry baby" I said into the phone as it got silent. I knew that would do it. "You miss mommy just like mommy misses you baby. We're gonna see each other real soon big boy. Just behave for daddy okay" I said as he whined softly. He was so attached to me.
"He looking around for you. He think you home" Jason said making me tear up. I hated being away from any of my babies.
"I know J. I feel so bad. I should be at home with him not here" I was the one crying now.
"Beautiful don't start crying. Please. You home with him all the time and you had work to do. He goin understand that. It ain't shit to feel bad for." He said easing my racing mind.
"But I miss him so much. He's needs his mother" I was an emotional wreck when it came to my kids.
"How about you finish your meeting and just come home beautiful. Jae not the only one who miss you" he said as I cracked a smile.
"Oh you mean Haley and Harley miss me too" I said playing with him. I knew he was referring to himself
"They do but somebody else miss you. I'll give you a hint. He sexy as hell and got some bomb dick" he said as I busted out laughing.
"J! I hope my angels are in their rooms" I said shaking my head. He was a mess.
"They don't even know what I'm talking about baby" he said clueless. Those little girls were like sponges.
"J they listen to everything. The other day when I said shit in front of Haley she repeated it all day. I don't need neither of them saying anything else" I said as he laughed.
"I hear you beautiful. But when you coming home. I miss you" he said as I looked at my watch.
"Real soon babe. Real soon. I'll make dinner and take the kids so you get a break okay Jason" I said packing my things up. I was gonna wrap this meeting up and head on home.
"I love you" he said back making me blush.
"I love you more baby" I said twirling my hair with my fingers. Jason made me feel like a 16 year old girl.
"I love you more beautiful" he said back as I saw my client come back.
"Okay. You do love me more. Just this time but babe let me wrap this up and I'll be home." I ended our call as I put the finishing details on the contract. She was extremely happy with everything she was hearing and I knew we would be seeing a lot of each other. No sooner than when she left I was tight out the door after. I sped home desperately wanting to see my family. It gave me this high seeing and kissing on all of them. I pulled in the driveway jumping out fumbling threw my purse for my key. I grabbed it opening the door. Soon as I opened the door I saw Haley jumping on the couch in just her pull up. Harley running around in her rain boots and her birthday suit. And the TV blasted.
"Ma ma!" Harley said running to me as I chuckled. She loved being nude for some odd reason.
"Hey angel. You didn't wanna wear clothes today huh gorgeous" I picked her up kissing her lips as Haley saw me. She ran so fast throwing herself on my legs.
"Ma ma. Me miss you" she said reaching for me to pick her up. I grabbed her in my arms squeezing her tight kissing her chubby face all over.
"Awwww mommy missed you so much pretty girl. You happy mommy home" I said sitting on the couch with them.
"Yes. Ma ma no go no more. Ma ma stay home" she said as I laughed.
"Mommy needs to go to work though baby. I can't do that anymore"I said stroking her hair.
"No da da go work. Ma ma no work" she cracked me up.
"Okay. Mommy will try" I kissed them again looking for my baby and Jason.
"Where's daddy Angels" I asked as they held my hand walking upstairs. As I got closer I heard Jae crying but I didn't hear Jason. I opened his nursery door as he laid in his crib.
"Awwwww mommy's here. Stop crying baby" he jumped as I saw his little head turn trying to find me.
"Mommy's right here Jae" I took him in my arms kissing him over and over. He grabbed at my face as I kissed his tiny hands. "Mmmmm I'm never leaving you again baby. Mommy needed to work but I shouldn't have left her big boy." He looked me dead in the eye as I spoke. "Mommy loves you so much. But you already know that huh baby" me and Jae had a conversation until it dawned on me Jason wasn't anywhere in sight. Where the hell was he.
"Jason" I called out getting no response. I walked to our room calling his name as I saw him on the bed knocked out. He was stretched out in his boxers.
"Daddy fell asleep on yall. I should get him." I shook my head as the girls gasped seeing him. They thought he was really in trouble
"Da da be bad." Haley asked as I laughed.
"No daddy just tired. He works very hard and mommy just gonna let him sleep." I kissed his cheek covering him up. "Lets so make some brownies angels. Be we have to be really quiet. We don't wanna wake daddy up" I said with Jae in my arms whispering to them.
"Okay ma ma" they both said walking out. I kissed Jason again watching him sleep. He was all I ever wanted in life.
"Get some rest baby. I love you"I hit the lights shutting the door. I took Jae heading downstairs to send some time with all 3 of my miracles. Life was so sweet to me and I thanked God for every single moment.