Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 111: What's Love?...

After we dropped Melissa home she was all I could think about. Once it actually sank in that she was me when I was younger I felt so bad for even leaving her there with that woman. What if her mother abused her or her father or a boyfriend of her mothers tried to hurt her? What if she had nightmares at night and nobody ever held or kissed her telling her everything will be okay? What if she was lonely and sad all by herself in that house? What if she screamed for help and no one could hear her? Did she get fed properly or was she hungry on a consistent basis? Did she have to live everyday in fear and dysfunction? I couldn't get her out my mind.
"Beautiful where you put his onesies at for him to wear to bed" Jason said walking into the bedroom with a sleeping Jae over his shoulder.
"In his drawer. The second one to the left baby. I washed them this morning" I said getting up kissing Jae as he slept. He felt my lips on him and started shifting in his daddy's arms.
"Go to sleep mommy's baby" I said rubbing his bare smooth back.
"Aight. Imma go lay him down" Jason said with just his sweatpants and chain on. He gave them all a bath and put them to sleep. Tonight was my night to relax.
"Okay. I love you so much big boy" I whispered to him giving him good night kisses. Jason walked out as I couldn't help but look at the frame next to my bed on the night stand.
"Look at my babies" I said picking up the frame of Harley Haley and Jae. We took pictures a couple weeks ago and I couldn't wait to put them right at my bed side. Those 3 were my life and I couldn't ever imagine someone mistreating them. Jason and I cherished our children and they were the next thing to God for us. I was blessed to have them and I made sure they knew that every day.
"I'm bout to take a shower beautiful" I heard Jason say coming back. I laid the frame down giving him my attention.
"Okay baby. You want anything after you get out the shower? Water or something?" Every time I got out the shower Jason made sure I had a cup of hot peach tea waiting for me. He knew that helped me sleep so I always wanted to return the favor.
"Nah I'm good. But I would like some company" he said walking over to the bed. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Why you want company J? You don't need no audience." I said playing with the long chain that hung from around his neck
"I like when you watch me though" he bit his lip up to no good.
"But baby I took my shower already while you were bathing the girls." I said looking at him
"So what that mean" he said softly kissing on my neck. Jason never took no for an answer with me.
"Mmmm it means....it means" I said losing my train of thought as he laid me back.
"Maybe I can help you make up your mind" I was flat on my back when he reached under my night shirt pulling my panties off.
"J" I called out gettin his attention
"Beautiful" he said giving me eye contact. Soon as I looked into them brown eyes I just melted. He had such a strong impact on me.
"I love you" I said in the moment. My plan was to stop him but I was too weak when it have to this man.
"I love you more. Now don't interrupt me no more" he said as I laughed. I nodded my head letting him take control. He laid on top of me kissing my neck as I ran my hands up and down his muscular back.
"Mmmmm J that feels nice" I said with my eyes shut. This man could take my mind off of anything. He devoured my neck gettin more aggressive as I started to throb for him. The more I heard him sucking and licking on my neck the more turned on I got.
"Let me see if you ready for me" he whispered in my ear as I felt his strong hand trail down my body. He ran his whole hand up and down my between my legs as I cried out.
"It's ready daddy." I said desperately.
"I make that decision sexy" he replied putting more pressure on my clit. I was soaked.
"Aww shit" he said rubbing his fingers back and forth. "You drippin" he said as I took what he was doing. He sat up continuing to play with me as I started to arch my back.
"Mmmmhmm" I moaned repeatedly as he pushed in and out of me. All that filled the room was my moans and his fingers crashing in and out of me. It was so loud.
"You like that" he said using his other hand to massage my clit as he dug inside me with his other. My eyes was shut tight as I started to rotate my hips around his fingers.
"Ahhh baby babyyyy" I  screamed over and over. I was becoming delusional gripping the sheets tight. He showed me not ounce of mercy.
"Who daddy" he said going faster as I paced my breathing.
"You. Only you" I answered feeling this familiar sensation in the pit of my stomach. I laid there taking it and sure enough like clock work I erupted all over his hands. He hovered over me kissing my lips as I held his face. He made me feel so good. He grabbed my hand ready to shower but I wanted to return the favor.
"Wait baby let me give you some attention" I said sitting up on the edge of the bed as he stood in front of me.
"Beautiful I'm straight. I wanted to relax you" he said kissing my forehead. Jason was the type of man who got off from pleasing me. He never did things for me just to get something in return. He genuinely wanted me to feel pleasure at no cost from him.
"But baby that's not fair." I pouted looking up at him. "You did such a good job I'm sure it's something I could do to thank you" I took my fingers caressing the front of his pants feeling him grow stiff. I leaned closer kissing him through his pants.
"Oh word" he said with a big grin on his face. He was reading my mind.
"Mmmhmm for however long you want" I said meaning it.
"Come on. Imma put that ass to work in the shower" he lead me to bathroom as he smacked my ass all the way there. I was gonna sleep like a baby tonight.
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"Ma ma wats dat" Haley asked as I piped icing on the cupcakes.
"What baby" I said looking at her out the side of my eye. It was desserts everywhere.
"Dat" she said point to the red velvet mix in the bowl. I still had to wrap the brownies separately and bake the red velvet cake and cut them into squares and ice them.
"It's cake mix pretty girl. Mommy has to bake it for your sisters school" I said laying the chocolate and vanilla cupcakes in the containers. I was on good timing. "Here taste baby" I said putting some on my finger feeding it go her. I could take one look at her and see this was pure heaven for her.
"Mmmm ma ma good" she said as I fed her some more.
"Okay no more Haley. They have to bake my baby" I said pouring the batter in separate cake pans. I heard footsteps and knew it was only a matter of time before Jason made his way down here looking for something to steal.
"It smell good as shit down here" Jason said as I sealed the boxes of mini cinnamon rolls.
"Don't touch anything J. These are all for my angel." I said as Harley came down with Jason.
"Ma ma me take dis to school" she said sitting at the table. I made French toast sticks eggs and strawberries for breakfast. I woke up at 4:30am to get everything perfect for her and to make breakfast for everyone else. She didn't have school till 9 but I was just so excited that my baby was having her first bake sale. I wanted to go all out. And from the looks of it I did.
"Yes angel. Mrs. Hall will make sure everything is set up for you" I said fixing Jason's plate as the girls ate first. Jae was in his bouncer wide awake full and satisfied from his milk.
"Beautiful is that red velvet cake I smell" I almost had him out the kitchen and I should've made those first because I knew he would try and eat them.
"No" I said giggling checking the oven.
"Lie again" he said smacking my ass trying to sneak a peak. He never could resist my red velvet cake.
"Keep one of those pans for me" he said as I laughed. Little did he know I already made him one. It was already finished in the fridge.
"Baby you don't need no more cake" I said laughing.
"Oh so you calling me fat" he said walking up behind me. I couldn't stop laughing.
"Never baby." I said as he kissed my cheek. "But look in the refrigerator handsome. I left a surprise in there for you J" I said as he backed away from me. He saw that clear glass cake dome and it was on.
"See how God answers prayers" I said smiling as he cut himself a small piece.
"Oh I know that. Trust me" he said giving me the eye. I was blushing so hard.
"Gimme a kiss" I said needing his lips on mines.
"That's how we asking now" he said wrapping his arms around me.
"Jasonnn" I whined with my hands on his chest. He looked me in the eye as we captured each other's hearts.
"Ma ma more please" Haley said breaking our moment.
"Okay baby" I let go of Jason as I gave her some more French toast. Jason sat down with them as I laid his plate in front of him.
"Come here" he said as I was about to walk away.
"Yes" I said rubbing my hands thru his waves. He sat me on his lap as I felt his erection hard. I hid my face turning red.
"Stop" I said smiling at him. He did that on purpose knowing I would feel it.
"I ain't do nothing. I'm just giving you your kiss" he said grinning at me. He kept moving against me under the table.
"Let me have it then" I said in our own little world. He planted his lips on mines as I quickly deepened the kiss. I sucked on his bottom lip as he put his tongue in mines. We made out sensually as I heard the girls giggle.
"What's funny" Jason said breaking our  kiss. I took a strawberry from his plate feeding myself.
"Why da da kiss ma ma?"Harley asked as I let Jason answer.
"Because daddy loves mommy very much. Every time I kiss her it's like saying I love you" he told them as I listened on his lap.
"But why da da love ma ma?" She asked being inquisitive. They loved asking questions.
"That's a good question princess. Mommy very special to me and she does things for me nobody else can. She cooks daddy dinner. She listens to daddy. She helps daddy when he sick. She never gets mad at daddy and she lets me know that love is real" he said explaining to them at simple as he could. I loved that they had a father who could give them talks about anything they wanted to know. He was always honest.
"But da da wats love" we both chuckled at her.
"Princess let me explain it like this. Love has a lot of different meanings but the love between mommy and me is simple. When mommy heart hurts daddy knows. When daddy heart hurts mommy knows. Whenever mommy looks at me its like big fireworks" he said as I laid my head on his shoulder.
"Big ones in the sky" Haley said as I laughed. They loved watching them on 4th of July.
"Just like that. God gave me mommy and I fell in love with her because I know God made her for me. That's why I tell God thank you all the time because without mommy it wouldn't be no you or you or Jae" he said as they kinda understood.
"Me was in Mommy's belly!!!" Haley said loud.
"Yeah. Mommy was huge" he said as I cut my eyes at him. "I mean. Nah baby you know I meant" he said trying to save face.
"Mmmhmm whatever" I said joking with him.
"Mommy was beautiful though. She carried all 3 of yall and never complained. One day daddy hope yall grow up and be just like her. Strong. Beautiful and smart. That's all I want" he said as I teared up some.
"Awwww baby" I said pecking his lips. He was so sweet.
"Now finish yall breakfast. Daddy love yall" he said as reached and kissed them both. I was so blessed to have him. I got off his lap as I went to finish up for the bake sale. I could feel him staring at me as I looked up.
"You sexy" he mouthed to me as I laughed.
"So are you" I said winking at him. He winked back. I was so deep in love.......
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"Mrs Thomas, you out did yourself" Harley's teacher said as I brought the last box of sweets inside from my car.
"I hope it not too much. I wanted to make sure they had options" I said fixing the table
"That's plenty believe me. Harley's a lucky girl" she said as I beamed.
"Ma ma me want you to stay" Harley said as I picked her up kissing her lips.
"Harley I'm sure your mother has stuff to do" Mrs. Hall said smiling at her. She loved Harley like her own.
"My schedule is actually clear today. I'll just text my husband and let him know I'm here so he can watch my other 2 children but it's fine. I can even help with the bake sale" I said volunteering myself. Anything that could make me and my daughter closer I did in a heartbeat. She cheered running off as I got my phone filling Jason in.

Me: Babe I'm staying to help with bake sale. Be home when she gets out.
My Baby❤️: There goes morning sex. 😩
I cracked up laughing shaking my head. He was a trip.
Me: You're terrible..... Watch my babies till I get back. I'll take care of you later. I love you.
My Baby ❤️: Imma hold you to that. Lol I love you so much more beautiful. Have fun.
I locked my phone when I looked up seeing Melissa's mother. I was kinda surprised.
"Melissa bring your dumb ass on. I got shit to do little girl" I heard cringing. She didn't deserve to be called names. I saw her walk in and my heart melted at her. She was so precious to me and I was kinda anxious to see her again. All night she ran through my mind.
"Ms. Taylor. I'm glad you can make it today." Mrs. Hall said to her mother as she hugged Melissa.
"I'm just here to bring her to school." She said as I listened.
"That's great! Maybe you can stay and assist with the bake sale. We have another parent here today" Mrs. Hall asked as she frowned her face up.
"Oh I can't. My boyfriend is taking me shopping and I don't want to keep him waiting. So if that's all I'm gone" she was in such a rush to leave it wasn't funny.
"Oh...well you just leave Melissa's desserts and go" her teacher said as her mother gave a fake smile.
"I didn't really have time to get anything for her. My boyfriend came over last night and you know how that go" she said as I gasped hoping she didn't say what I thought she said. That was no excuse at all. Me and Jason were at it every 5 minutes but that didn't stop our priorities for our children. That was unacceptable.
"Ms. Taylor I understand you have obligations but Melissa will be left out. Every child has an assigned table and she will have nothing to show" she said as her mother was not phased to say the least.
"Well how about after I go shopping I can bring her some Oreos or something" she voiced nonchalantly as I walked over. I normally minded my own business but she was just shameful.
"I'm sorry I don't mean interrupt" soon as she saw me she rolled her eyes blowing her breath
"Then don't" she said mumbling coppin an attitude. I was not about to act a fool in a preschool and surly not in front of my daughter. I flashed her a half smile before I spoke up.
"Don't worry about bringing anything back. I made my daughter more than enough stuff for her to share" I suggested trying to help out.
"Mrs. Thomas that's very sweet of you" Mrs. Hall said. As soon as her mother heard that her problem was solved she jetted out of that door at the speed of lightning. She was moving so fast. That man must've meant a lot to her. More than Melissa. I helped get the classroom together keeping an eye on Harley painting as I noticed Melissa was no where in sight. I scanned the room and didn't see her at all.
"Mrs. Hall where is Melissa?" I asked concerned. Her head shot up as she held her chest.
"Oh my word." She said exhaling. She pointed outside the room as I saw her standing by the door to herself.
"Every now and then she isolates herself from the other kids. I'll go get her" she said as I stopped her.
"You finish up with them I can go" I said eager to see what the problem was.
"You're a lifesaver" she said as I walked by the door. I told Harley I would be right back as I grabbed a brownie goin out the door. She had a blank stare as I approached her.
"Hey sweetheart" I said as she looked up. "Why are you out here all alone" I sat in a chair pulling her in front of me.
"Me don't wanna go" she said breaking my heart. I felt so bad.
"Awwww why not precious. You don't wanna miss the bake sale now" I said as she started to cry. I could tell she was alittle but older than Harley for that fact everyone in her class.
"Me don't have nothing" she said as I kept it together.
"Oh yea you do. Mrs. Hue made plenty of stuff for Harley and guess who else" I said pulling her on my lap.
"Who?" She asked playing with her fingers.
"You. And I even brought you one to taste" I said unwrapping the brownie for her. Her eyes lit up as she ate it like she was starving. This was so hard to witness.
"Was it good" I asked wiping my eyes as she licked her fingers clean.
"Yes. Thank you" she said politely.
"Your so welcome baby. Melissa can I ask you something?" I said stroking her hair. It looked like it hadn't been done in days. She nodded her head looking at me.
"Is your mommy mean or nice to you" I said taking her hair down giving it a brush.
"My mommy no nice. She scream and be mean to me but I love her" she said as I braided her hair in 2.
"Oh is that right. Why do you love your mommy if she means?" I asked wanting to be honest. I was the exact same way. She just shrugged her little shoulders. I didn't wanna pressure her.
"Well you what sweetie if though she's mean it's so nice that you love her. Always love her because that's what she needs. Melissa you're so special and a gift from God. Never let anyone take that from you okay" I said fixing her clothes standing up.
"Okay. Me like you" she said as I wanted to ball my eyes out.
"That's good cause I like you too baby" I said back kissing her cheek. "Let's go make some money so we go for pizza and ice cream later." I said as she got excited.
"Yayyy!" She said cheering as we walked hand and hand back inside. This was so surreal for me. But I was gonna do what I prayed and wished someone did for me.......