Angie's POV:
They made me kill my own sister.
The sin of taking another innocent life has to be punished.
Not like if I haven't gotten problems and this had to happen as well.
I've been thinking all day about this.
But I have no useful solution.
No legal solution.
----- TIME SKIP -----
Sitting in my room, alone I was just feeling sorry for myself when Herman walked in, snapping me out of my thoughts completely.
- Herman... - I muttered while standing up.
- What's the matter, Angie? - he asked calmly as he took a hold of my hand gently - Why are you sad?
I can't do this...
I can't...
I don't know what to even say...
I just hugged him...
- I'm sad... And worried, Herman... Seriously worried... About you... And everything... Sometimes I feel like it's a bit too much...
- Angie... It's okay to feel this way - he smiled softly as he caressed my head.
But then he suddenly began to cough again, snapping me out of the state of nearly crying to look up at him.
- Herman...
He got this hard cough again so I helped him to sit down.
- Agalar! - I called the guards in and when one got in - Get the Sultan's medicine here!
He nodded and left while I sighed and went to comfort Herman.
- Sorry... - he muttered between caughs.
- Ssshh... It's okay - I replied - Just relax...
I feel so bad.
I'm here, crying for what I've done myself while Herman's suffering from this sickness that no one really knows about too much.
I'm so selfish...
----- TIME SKIP -----
Some time later when Herman finally got his medicine which also worked he finally felt better and so did I.
So we just sat down and realx in each other's arms.
- What's going to happen if we lose you? - I muttered - How'll we be able to do anything... If something happens to you...
I sighed.
- I'm not saying we will lose you... But...
- I'm not leaving - he finally spoke up too - I'm never going to leave you, or the kids...
- I've lost so many people that were important to me...
- I promised I'll be here... And I'll keep that promise of mine - he said then kissed me hand softly.
This made me smile.
But I wasn't convinced.
I've lost my father... Gölge... My little sister... And I don't even want to think about losing anyone else that are important... Ever...
