Before evening has came I also found out that Mehmed Aga disappeared.
If that's also thanks to Handan then she's turning way worse than Safiye Sultan ever was.
- What are you gonna do?? - Cennett asked me, like if I'd always know what the hell to do in a situation like this.
But just as I could've answered guess who crossed our path?
Correct.
Handan Valide Sultan.
- I heard Mehmed Giray was shot to death - she told me with the coldest expression on her face.
- Just almost - I replied - And I heard Mehmed Aga disappeared.
She didn't say a word, but her expressions spoke more.
- And Captain Zülfikar was poisoned.
- What do you want to say?
- Neither you, nor Dervish Pasha can get away with this.
- I think you should be careful too. Who knows what could happen to you too... After all this terrible disasters...
I nearly grabbed onto her, but Rose appeared behind me, holding my arm back and make me let Handan walk away.
- Damnit! - I hissed.
- Sorry - Rose said.
- No, not you. Handan...
- Be careful with her.. She seems more then determined to ruin everyone and take everyone out of the way.
- All this because of Dervish...
- Come on - she sighed - Let's get back now...
I didn't feel like talking to her too much and I simply headed off back to my room for now.
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- You're always holding me back! - I hissed at Rose once when we were back in my room - Always!
- Don't you think attacking the Valide Sultan in front of the whole harem would've been the stupidest thing you could do?! - she snapped back at me - I just want to help you!
- Yeah... I guess you're right - I sighed deeply to finally calm down - Maybe...
I swear I'm gonna kill both of them as soon as I'm having the perfect chance to do it.
- Whatever - I groaned.
- Go and get some rest - she smiled, like if nothing has happened.
Remember when I said she was like a second mother to me?
Somehow since I saw her with Safiye Sultan I can no longer fully trust her...
I just can't...
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Although I don't trust Rose I was actually exhaused so I went to take some rest and I actually slept till early morning...
But in the morning I woke up to harsh pain in all over my body which I had no idea where did I get from...
I couldn't move and at some point I felt like I'm about to throw up too...
- Azura! Cennett! Someone...
Azura came in immediately.
- Give me the bowl... - I moaned and as soon as she did I threw up.
I felt so weak.
I had no idea what's going on with me.
While I was throwing up Cennett also came around to see what's going on then as she checked the water I was just drinking before I got sick she said something I was not expecting her to say:
- They put poison into the water!! You've been poisoned!!
