It's an interesting atmosphere getting to school early. The congregation feels unnatural, like people are here even though it's not immediately forced upon them. It feels happy, even. Or maybe that's just the contrast between my usual interactions I have as I walk in 2 minutes before the bell rings.
I've been too self defeatist recently and so negative. I need to change my dialogue to be less hopeless and failure oriented. Instead of narrowing in the bad things, I should focus on the positive things to reframe my perspective into one of forgiveness and growth instead of self-deprecation and low esteem.
This is starting to sound too Self Help Book-y for me, so I'll stop now.
