It's FREEZING here. I finally had to pull out my huge ass winter coat because when I was out earlier I only had my regular one and it was hell.
Megan got a tattoo of a sunflower on her arm today and I got to go so it was super exciting. I'm so glad I got to be there for her first tattoo. I really want tattoos but I know I need to wait because I don't want them to be impulsive and I regret them.
I want a fly tattoo with the line "With Blue - uncertain - stumbling Buzz" from Emily Dickinson's poem. I want one of the moon and the clouds for my grandma because she always said "I love you to the moon and back" to me and it makes me feel loved and important. I saw this one of the frog from Looney Toon's today and I fucking LOVE IT and am seriously considering getting it just because it's fucking cool.
Before I get any tattoos I'll get another piercing. I can't decide between the glabella, septum, or nostril piercing. They're just so expensive I might wait to get it as a present for Christmas.
I made a lot of jokes today naturally that made the tattoo artists crack up and it made me feel funny which was awesome.
I want knuckle tattoos and a neck tattoo and a face tattoo but those aren't necessarily the best life decisions so I'll have to wait on those bad boys. I always think it would be fun to be a tattoo artist, but I don't know exactly how that would work in my life.
I wore my reptar shirt today since probably the first time since coming here and got a lot of compliments, I should really wear it more often. I've been doing this new thing where I wear big t shirts over long sleeve shirts and it's a Look I like.
I met this guy named Chip via Spencer and I keep seeing him around. He's an absolute art hoe, today he was wearing a bdsm harness over a SWEATER. He has a really cute smile and eyes and when I told him so he got really happy which I thought was sweet. He's told me he's looking for a thick Jewish boy and always says funny stuff like that.
I smokes my first blunt last night and it was a good experience. It was like a chill feeling instead of the stress I normally feel. I swung on the swings at the playground and hung upside down and it was really disorienting even though it was before I smoked.
I'm sorry R this chapter isn't very good I'm kind of all over the place right now but I love you a lot and miss you every day and I'll talk to you tomorrow. Sleep tight you have my whole heart.
Goodnight
