2:21 am
Acoustic passionfruit
pressing my palms to my eyes i see the spinning confusing universe i idon't care enough to try to disassemble and understand
i don't want to exist in it
but the sounds make me feel less bad
make me more okay with existing
i don't like songs that remind people of me
i can't listen to them
hate them
i was really angry tonight
still angry
less outlet
i'm sorry ryland, you didn't deserve it
you really didn't
it's not okay
i don't like tomorrow is today. it's notrigh
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she's not here and nothing else should be here either
