- Fight Club
- Finding new songs I love
- Getting a haircut
- Someday I'll probably go skiing again
- I can write the saddest lines tonight
- I heard a fly buzz, when I died
- Facticiously fiction when Albrite was bitten
- Sweet Tangerine
- We Intertwined
- No matter what happens, I have to be here for Caiti
- Playing Good Riddance on the my guitar
- I have to finish watching all the episodes of Criminal Minds
- Winning
- The fact I can make lists like this
- The revival of Colt Baker's beard
- I want to win another chess tournament
- Expectations are limitations and I don't have to meet any of them
- Handwriting
- Learning people's linguistic patterns
- Finding new books I really enjoy
- Movies that make me cry
- I can always die, but I can't choose to re-live
- I'll die eventually
I'm not going to kill myself today. But I'm tempted. It's a new year, a new year without me. A perfect start to others' years. I wish she wasn't dead. I miss her. I'm not choosing to die tonight.
