- I'll never meet those expectations
- Everybody is ashamed of me anyways
- People wouldn't have to live with the disappointment of me anymore
- They can be free of me
- The world is a terrible place
- I'm killing things by virtue of existing
- I'm sure to feel pain if I continue living
- I've caused someone lots of pain
- Every day I continue is an act of betrayal towards them
- I can't tell him
- Can't is relative, and it's an I won't
