I'm bored right now and procrastinating a shower, so I thought why not answer a ton of questions I found online that nobody asked me?
1.) What's your favorite way to dress?
Casual I guess. I don't typically put a lot of effort into my appearance.
2.) If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?
I'd want to become a more focused and motivated person.
3.) What movie/game/etc. helps you calm down?
Lil Peep's music makes me feel better when I'm down. Usually when I'm angry I'm too focused on the object of my anger to do anything. The other night I just listened to ASMR and forced myself to fall asleep when I was angry. Eamon helped me a while ago.
4.) What does your room smell like?
I don't know, that's kind of a tough question. I mean I'm so used to it what can I say? Cats, maybe?
5.) Do you like to organize?
I'm a pretty messy person in general, but organizing things does make me feel better when I'm stressed out. I make lists, and sometimes I clean everything. But that's pretty rare.
6.) What kind of music would you listen to if you could only choose one?
Music Kai recommends
7.) What song is your aesthetic?
This questions brings back uncomfortable images of when I used to think Teenagers by My Chemical Romance was my theme song. Maybe Art School by Remo Drive?
8.) What color do you think goes best with your personality?
Orange
9.) Do you believe in auras?
Yes, see above (8)
10.) What do you wish you hated, but actually like?
I wish I hated stuff that's unhealthy for me, and yet...
11.) Vague about your crush(es)
Wishing for your growth wasn't enough. It's easy to act little when the world will keep telling you you're big. You could have done better and I hope you still do.
But they're not my crush anymore! Just my most recent one. It's hard to say I have a crush right now because those are supposed to be filled with the saccharine daydreams of a thousand longed for kisses, and I don't have that as of currently. My current crushes are more in an existential way, here you are.
- Spider-Man and the lotion that burns my eyes when I don't wash my hands. I know your thumbs hurt after so long. I appreciate every pillow you get for me.
- I was taught how to operate by you but I don't have a me to match and I worry I never will.
12.) Is there someone you have mixed feelings towards?
I'm disappointed with Ava's actions but I'm still hoping she does better. I'm trying not to conflate my morals with that of the universe, all I know is that my world is centered on my morals and I can't sacrifice that for a person. Mixed feelings of anger and hope, I guess.
13.) Talk about an au or story you came up with?
Go check out my chapter where Jungkook became President of the United States
14.) Do you like makeup?
Sure, it's fun. I liked that recent thing I did with it, I don't quite know what to call it, where Hunter said I look like Pete Wentz. I think it brings a lot of people a lot of joy and who am I to disparage that?
15.) Do you prefer space or the ocean?
I wish I could go float in space naked for a while, like I can do in the ocean. The ocean is fun but it's depths are scary and the salt burns my eyes and throat. I've always been enamored with space, and I think I always will be.
16.) If you could pick any planet besides earth, where would you live?
I haven't decided yet. I'm touring a few next week my realtor suggested to me on Zillow, and I'll get back to you when I'm through all the open houses.
