Tom Holland Imagines

Dark past

You and Tom had been dating for a year and you did truly love him a lot and you wanted to be with him for a very long time as you were completely in love with him and he did know a lot about you, he thought he knew everything and he did other than one thing that you would hate if he found out because it was the worst moment of your life and the hardest moment as well and as much as you wanted to share everything with Tom this was something that could ruin your relationship completely.

Tom's POV:
Y/n had been staying with her auntie for the past few days so I asked Harrison to come over to my place to stay with me because when Y/n isn't with me I get very lonely. While I was laying in bed just scrolling through my phone I hear a knock at the door

"Yeah?" I ask as Harrison walks into the room his phone within his hand he seemed awkward like something was wrong "What's wrong with you?"

"Mate I kinda need to show you something but I don't want you to be mad I didn't find it someone sent it to me but asked me not to tell you they found it" He says coming to sit on the bed with me I sit up more with a frown on my face I had no idea what he was talking about

"Show me then"

"I haven't see it all just a few seconds I stopped when it got well you'll see" he hands me his phone as I press play on the video and I frown as soon as it begins I wasn't sure why he was showing me porn when I saw the reason why...It was Y/n.

"What the fuck?!" I say pausing the video

"I know I'm sorry mate" Harrison says standing up as he could tell I was very angry right now I couldn't believe that Y/n did or used to do porn I don't even know how to react right now

"What the fuck am I supposed to do?"

"I mean she looks pretty young there mate it could be old"

"I need to speak to her though" I sigh standing up and walking over to the chest of draws in the corner of the room "Grab me that bag" I point to a duffle bag by my bed

"Yeah sure why?" He asks picking it up and handing it to me

"I can't wait another day to ask her about this and I'm sure as hell not doing it over the phone so I'm just going to drive done to see her and speak to her about it" I sigh putting some clothes into the bag as I do it up before putting it on my shoulder.

"You're going right now?" Harrison asks following me as I walk out of the bedroom grabbing my car keys

"Yeah I can't wait Haz" I sigh "Whoever sent you that make sure it doesn't get out because I love this girl so much and I want her to explain"

"I'll make sure of it" he sighs with a slight smile as I walk out of the door and begin my drive to Y/n.

Readers POV:
You were laid on the couch as your auntie was out at work so you had the house to yourself you were just lounging around as you waited for Tom to reply to a message you sent him over an hour ago you were worried because he doesn't take long to reply normally.

As you laid on the couch just scrolling through Instagram reading through some random peoples post when the door goes and with a sigh leaving your mouth you push yourself up making your way to the door as you answer it you see something you least expect Tom looking very worried for some reason.

"Tom!" You say with excitement in your voice as you smile at him

"Hey bub" He smiles walking closer to you and pulling you in for a hug

"Come in" You smile opening the door more once your away from Tom's embrace as he walks in with a bag on his shoulder as you lead him through to the living room "I was coming back tomorrow did you really miss me that much" you giggle sitting on the couch

"Yeah Erm I actually needed to talk to you about something" he says sitting down on the couch next to you with a sigh and you were now even more worried

"What's wrong?" You ask turning your body towards him. Tom tried to speak but he just couldn't do he grabs his phone and hands it to you as you see something you wished no one to ever find "Tom.." you sigh

"Just explain to me"

"I was 16 my parents had just died in a car accident and I had my younger brother to look after my auntie was living in Thailand and I didn't want to ruin her life by making her come back to look after some kids she was only 19 at the time so I needed money and it was the only option and I hate it so much but I managed to keep the house, food on the table and buy my brother enough still to get through school I didn't do it through choice I hated it but it was just something I had to do" you say as you began to get emotional as a tear rolled down your face as Tom grabs you pulling you in a for a hug

"Baby it's okay" he says stroking your hair "why didn't you tell me about your parents?" He asks  you always just told him that your parents weren't around

"I don't like the sympathy I guess I'm sorry Tom if it ever comes out I'll happily walk away to save your reputation" you cry even more

"No no it won't come out babe I promise you it won't I'm so sorry for all of this you should have just told me"

"It's not a good thing to have in your past" You sigh

"It's a past for a reason and I love you so much bub I will never leave you or let you deal with anything like that alone again" He smiles kissing your forehead.