Tom Holland Imagines

Lost and love

9 months of pregnancy was finally coming to an end as you had just gone into labour you and Tom where currently sat in a hospital room you laid in bed with a variety of contractions.

"Ahhh this baby really needs to get out" you giggle as Tom holds your hand before kissing your head

"she will" he giggles, you and Tom had met 6 years ago while you were working with his mum and she introduced you both and set you up on a blind date now you were having your first baby.

"I'm here! I'm here" Nikki shouts as she runs into the room and then over to you hugging you and kissing your lips.

You never knew your mother she had left you and your father when you were young but your dad was one of the most important people to you. He was currently living a few miles away and you didn't want to wake up with your labour so you sent him a text for him to come up when he wakes.

"How are you doing?" Nikki asks with a huge smile on her face as she sits on the bed.

"Tired already but yeah I just want her out now really so I can cuddle"

"Yeah and I just wanna meet my daughter" Tom groans still holding your hand.

"We both do"

Tom's POV:
We had finally made it to the time where Y/n was fully dilated and ready to give birth, I was so worried about her I didn't want this to hurt her at all but I needed our family to finally be together.

"Y/n you can do this okay" I smile to her, she takes a deep breath before starting to push. The midwife was telling her how well she was doing and I agreed but I was so scared about her I didn't want her to be hurt.

"Okay and a few more pushes" the midwife ask and Y/n pushes as hard as possible "okay stop please the baby is getting distressed"

"Is she okay?" Y/n asks

"She is fine, just we need to get this done fast"

It all begins to speed up in panic so Y/n pushes our baby out as quick as possible and the other doctors take her away but there were no cries.

"Her airways are blocked" the doctors says "she will be fine"

The doctors begin to try and clear her airways but We were all panicking.

"My baby" Y/n cries "Is she okay?"

"She'll be fine okay?" I say grabbing her hand and holding her before kissing her on the head.

All of a sudden the room fills with cries and our baby girl was okay and that's when my attention left Y/n and I was looking at our baby as the midwife hands him to me.

Holding my baby girl I couldn't help but be in love she was perfectly beautiful and She was mine, my head turns to see Y/n but she was passed out or something.

"Woah woah is she okay!?" I ask as I pass my baby to my mum before rushing to Y/n's side.

"She will be fine just lost a lot of blood"

Doctors come rushing in with blood and begin trying to help her as quickly as possible.

"Someone please tell me she's okay!" I shout

"Mr Holland if you could take your son into other room while our doctors try and help her" a nurse asks me as my mother takes my new baby out of the room and into another side room.

I couldn't be calm I just left my mum with my son while I waited out side of the room. It was 20 minutes before a nurse comes out of the room and over to me who was currently sat on the floor worried as anything.

"Mr Holland" I jump up quickly

"Yes please tell me she's okay"

"I'm so sorry Mr Holland but she lost too much blood and she has passed"

My heart felt as if it stopped. The love of my life was dead because of my daughter she lost too much blood birthing my child and lost her life. In this moment I broke down to the floor crying.

"Sir I'm so sorry, you can come say goodbye"

I calmed my self enough to stand up and I walk into the room where my beautiful girlfriend laid there peacefully the bottom of the bed was covered in blood and it broke my heart.

"Hey baby" I cry "oh my god I'm so sorry this has happened to you, I promise you no matter what I will look after our daughter I promise you that I will be there for that girl every single second of every day I will be there for anything. I'll be at the shows, sports games, prom, parents evenings, graduations and I'll make sure he makes you proud"

As I stay holding her hand my mum comes walking in holding my daughter with no name and looking at her she was beautiful just like Y/n.

"I'm so sorry" she says as a tear runs down her face

"Can I have her?" My daughter is passed to me and as I look down all I can see is her mother in her.

"Do you have a name"

I look up to the one woman who had brought out such a beautiful side to me in life.

"Y/n Holland, she never got to take my name so our daughter will"

"Tom I'm so sorry for your lost"

"I have a beautiful daughter But I will miss her so much"

"She will be so proud"