I Hate You

823 36 9
                                        

I hate you... I hate you... I do. I really hate you.

That's what I say to myself as I finally lose the battle against my tears. As I kneel in the mud, clawing at the ground in emotional agony. I don't know why I'm crying. I hate you...

You were idiotic, as always, taking Cell to... Begeta only knows where. It was a foolish move, and yet the only one we had left.

As much as I hate to say it, I wish you'd taught me that damned teleportation so it could have been me instead. I know you're in Heaven, but I'd rather see myself in Hell than you away from your home.

"I hate you...!" I gasp. What was this awful feeling in my chest? "I hate you. I hated you, I-" I pull roughly on my hair, trying desperately to ground myself. "Did I...? Yes. Yes, I... hated you... but..." I look up at the dark sky, and I can only pray that you hear me.

"Kakarrot..." I inhale, slow and deep.

"I love you."

Goku X Vegeta OneshotsWhere stories live. Discover now