Goku X Vegeta Oneshots

Demons

*A quick look into Vegeta's head... Oy... 😅*

You are the thing I despise the most. Out of all my problems and trials in my life, something in me chose you to be the object of my hate. Some nights I dream about killing you. When I wake up, drenched in sweat and shaking, I look at you in bed beside me, and guilt stabs me in the chest.

Why do I feel this way? How could I even briefly imagine doing the slightest harm to my friend, my mate, my lover, my god...

You, Kakarrot?

During the day I can lock that part of me in the deepest corners of my mind. But at night, when my guard is down and sleep begins to come over me, my demons come out to play.

I imagine horrific scenarios, most of which consist of you abusing me and me killing you. I know they're not real. They can't be. The burns on my body, the slashes on my wrists and chest, are gone the moment I awaken.

And yet... we have senzu beans. You easily could have forced one into me.

No, I can't think like that. You'd... You'd never. You love me. And- And I love you too. But... I just can't stop thinking...

You always tell me I think too much. Honestly I agree. I wish I could stop thinking, just for a little while.

Maybe I could find some way... But bullets don't really do much good against Saiyans, do they?