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i go back into my dorm room, kaylee is on the bed with a book in her hand she looks up at me when i enter the room
"hey" she looks back down at her book
"trevor left?" i ask and she nods
i sit down on my bed and look down at the floor trying to process what just happened. did we really just kiss? now i wish i didn't change my dorm
hopefully whoever his new roomie is won't be a girl
"you okay?" kaylee throws a pillow at me, i turn around to look at her. did she just throw a damn pillow at me?
"i'm great" i smile
"okay well i'm going to turn off the lights now, good night" she clicks the switch next to her bed and the room goes dark except the night light in the corner of the room
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"trevor stop"
i open my eyes and see trevor and kaylee cuddling, i roll my eyes and pull the blanket over my head
are they not even uncomfortable with me here?
i hear them say stuff to each other, "shut up" i say loud enough for them to hear
i pull the blanket down and sit up, they both stare at me. "sorry" kaylee frowned
if trevor wasn't here i would've been giving kaylee a whole lecture on why my sleep is very important to me
"please do that somewhere else" i groan
they both stand up and leave the room, why couldn't they fucking do that when i was sleeping...
i lay back down and hear a knock at the door, i ignore it and look up at the ceiling
another knock at the door and i grab my pillow and scream in it, i stand up and walk to the door
it's probably kaylee saying she forgot her damn condoms, classes start tomorrow and i'm absolutely tired
i go to the bathroom and grab a condom and walk back to the door, "here" i put the condom out when i open the door and when i look up joeys staring at the condom then at me
"oh" he frowns
"oh" i pull my arm away and hide the condom behind me
joey furrows his eyebrows, "was that for me?"
"no" i shake my head, "it was for kaylee" i bite down on my bottom lip and a smile forms on his pretty face
he opens the door with his hand and walks into the dorm, he looks around the room then looks back at me "who is that" he points to the poster on the wall
"a singer that kaylee is obsessed with" i sit down on my bed and watch him look around the room
"really?" he walks over to me and stands in front of me, i look up at him "we can use that if you want"
"what?" i furrow my eyebrows, i wonder what he thought about the kiss last night
"the condom" he pushes me lightly on the bed then crawls over on top of me
i look in his eyes, "oh i"
"i'm kidding" he smiles
i frown and look down, he lifts up my chin and looks into my eyes. i really hope he doesn't see all my insecurities from so close up. fuck
we've always been close to each other like this but for some reason i feel... odd
"i couldn't stop thinking about you" he whispers
"same" i breathe and he smiles
we stay there silent, just looking in each other's eyes. he leans in slowly, our lips only a few centimeters away from each other
just kiss me already, fuck
he chuckles and smashes his lips against mine, i hold his face and pulls him closer to me, he spreads my legs and lays down against me, slowly grinding against me
he mumbles something against my lips that i couldn't catch but ignore it, he pulls out the kiss and starts leaving wet kisses down my jaw
fuck this feels so good, i now understand this is why kaylee and her boyfriend do this all the time, it feels so good, so fucking good
i feel him lick my neck and start sucking on my skin, "fuck joey" i whisper and he smiles against my neck
"you're so fucking hot" he says
he pulls away from my neck and looks at what he's left on my skin, i look at him and try to process what just happened, "mine" he pokes my nose and i take a deep breath
"yea" i look away from him, i play with the button on his denim jacket and sigh
"what's wrong?" he ask, i look at him and shrug my shoulders, "you can tell me" he says
oh yea i'm just insecure!
"i don't know" i say, he sits on the bed as i look up at the ceiling
"did i do something wrong?" he ask
"no no no, i just, i don't know i can never be happy without my mind playing tricks on me" i admit, i know he said he isn't playing with me but what if he's just lying. i've gone through a lot with boys and all of them are liars
he looks at me, slowly nodding his head. he puts his hand on my arm, "i like you a lot" he says
i sit up and look at him, "why?" how could someone like me, look at me.
"why do you think so low of yourself?" he ask
"i- i don't" i bite my bottom lip
"yes you do, i like you kelsey, i like you a lot" he says without breaking any eye contact with me, "do you like me?" he ask
"yea i do" i say
he opens his mouth to say something but is quickly interrupted by his phone ringing
he pulls it out his pocket and furrows his eyebrows when he sees the name on his screen
"who is it?" i ask
"lily" he answers the call and puts the phone to his ear, "yes?" he says
i could hear lily talking, she sounded like she was yelling at him. joey stands up and ends the call "i have to go" he says
"where?" i ask
"lily needs me" he says
"you're going to her?" her comes my insecurities again, "why?"
"i- i don't know she needs me" he says and leaves the room
what the fuck, why would he just leave me for her? fucking lily. i grab my pillow and scream in it
YOU ARE READING
Roommates
General Fictioni lay on the floor with my head in my hands and my heart in his hands Kelsey davis first year in college having to share a room with Joey Birlem. They have an instant connection but seem to be on and off. Trust is a big priority but both not knowing...
