Roommates

part 74

one day left

"thanks for letting me stay the night" i roll over on her bed, ive been in her bed all day and she's already back from class

"of course, i know you wouldn't have left until joey did" she chuckles "you have to tell him that it's not his kid, this is a really big deal kels" jen sits down on the bed next to me

i shake my head, "i-i don't know how"

"do you love him?" she tilts her head to the side and i nod

"do you want to be with him?" she ask

"i- yea"

"then tell him, because kelsey i know he loves you too. he wouldn't have ran after you and kiss you or even have sex with you if he loved emily, he doesn't want her"

"then why is he still going to marry her" i say

"don't you get it? it's because of the baby!"

"jenny i'm good tired to be talking about this" i pull the blanket over my head and feel it get snatched

"it's 6pm! you've been in my bed all day" her eyes widen when she checks the time, "what time did you wake up?"

"i don't know maybe 2?"

"2?" she gasp, "you need to get out, i'm not going to watch you be in my bed"

"pleaseee" i smile

she rolls her eyes, "what about we go out tonight? we'll get some drinks, maybe a party?"

"a party? the last time i went to a party i had sex with joey"

"come on kelsey, or i'll call security" she groans

"okay fine" i sit up and she claps her hands together

"wear this!" she runs to her drawers and throws something at my head

i pull it down my face and look at it, a black top, "your pants are fine" she says

i'm still wearing my blue jeans, i was too lazy to change out of them. sleeping in jeans is so uncomfortable

"when is it?" i ask her

"in 2 hours so we have time, i need to take a shower. when i'm out you better be dressed"

"it doesn't take me 30 minutes to put a top on" i defend

"you get my point" she goes into the bathroom and i hear the water turn on

i sigh and stand from the bed. i pull my shirt off me and put on jenny's top. i grab her hairbrush from the table and run it through my hair

i'm way too tired to even go to a party right now. i think i'm going to throw up

my heart starts racing and this weird feeling gets built up in my stomach. i always get nervous before going to parties

i always feel like people are staring at me, judging me, especially the girls. i shouldn't care what people think of me but when i feel everyone's eyes on me i get uncomfortable

hopefully everyone gets drunk and doesn't bother to look at me

i should seriously tell joey about jack. the pressure in my chest gets heavier and i feel like i'm about to puke

it's so disgusting what she did. have sex with another person, i mean joey did it too but at least he's going to tell her

she's keeping this whole pregnancy thing to keep him around