Roommates

part 72

thank you for 600k thank you guys so much and i'm so sorry for making you guys wait :/

3 days left

i roll out of bed and walk into the kitchen. i grab an apple and sit down at the table

thoughts are still running through my head and i still can't stop thinking about last night. he was so delicate

we've kissed so many times before and i know it's so bad because he's getting married in a few days and it's taking a lot in me to not go and ruin it

i cant ruin it, i don't want to seem like i'm a bad person. plus i wouldn't want someone to ruin mine. i would want someone to tell me if my fiancé is cheating on me and had sex a couple days before

i'd be so broken

the first time i've ever done it to last night was so different. last night he was so, gentle. the way our lips perfectly molded together and the touch of his skin still stays on me

i shouldn't love him, i just shouldn't. after everything he's done to me, i don't know why i still do

why can't i just get over him? i'm so tired of fighting for him. but when he gives me the same feelings back i don't know how to feel

he says he loves me and he wishes i stopped him from engaging her but how can i do that? i cant even ask a stranger to pet their dog without getting nervous

it would be crazy of me, i imagine me kicking open the doors with my red long dress and yelling at joey, that i'm the one. just like he said

and i walk over to him and push emily. everyone just stays confused as i take the ring and put it on his finger

what if he actually does marry her without her knowing? what if he never tells her

knock knock

i get up from the table and walk to the front door, i swing open the door and see jaden

"hey-" i get cut off by him walking straight into my house

i shut the door and look back at him, not surprised because he always does this

i cross my arms and wait for him to explain himself. he always rushes inside when he has something to say

"i- i fucked up"

i furrow my brows at him, he runs his hand through his hair

he gulps, "i cheated on you"

he looks at me and waits for me to say something. i always had a feeling he did but i never thought he actually did

"so did i" i press my lips together

"what?" he seems surprised and a bit offended, "y-you cheated on me?"

i nod, "yes i did"

"what?" he seems out of breath like he just ran here, "with who?"

"doesn't matter" i pass him and walk into the kitchen, he follows behind me

"kels, tell me who" he says

"who did you cheat on me with?" i bluntly ask

he looks away from me, "i cant say"

"why?" i open the fridge and grab a bottle of water

"because... it doesn't matter" he says making my eyes roll

"i always had a feeling that you cheated on me"

he gasp, "you cheated too!"

"because you were so controlling do you expect me to be happy in our relationship when you deleted half of my contacts?"

he runs his hand through his hair and starts playing with his lip, "you're right but i only did it because i thought you were seeing these guys which you were. i had a feeling you were cheating on me which made me overprotective, and i was right"

"why does it matter now?"

"because i'm in deep shit kelsey"

"what deep shit?" i furrow my brows, what can possibly be worse then cheating?

he bites his lips and sighs, "i-i can't say right now. i just need to stay here for a little. can i?"

"absolutely not" i scoff

"what why? kelsey"

i walk past him and go to the front door, he follows behind me. i open the front door and wait for him to get out

"kelsey please. i need a place to stay i can't go back home" he begs

"jaden, get out"

"kelsey. please baby"

"don't call me baby" he's making me angry now and i want him out of my house right now, "i'm going to call the police"

his eyes go soft and he walks out of my house, "i was going to tell you wh-"

i shut the door on him and walk back into the kitchen. i know i forgave him after everything but i don't need him here

he cannot stay at my place anymore. i don't care what deep shit he's in. he can solve it himself

i don't need more pressure on me

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sorry for the long wait but do you think joeys gonna still marry emily?