Roommates

part 78

sorry i haven't been active i've been so busy with MISSING 2!! MAKE SURE TO READ IT!

joeys pov

this is it. i'm going to marry emily. after all me and kelsey have done, i'm going to marry the wrong girl

i stand patiently as everyone waits for the doors to open to see emily walk down the aisle but i don't want to see her, i want to see kelsey walk through there and tell me to stop

i really thought she would make it on time. but i'm already standing here. emily's parents and family with my parents and family

my mom thinks this is all crazy because she never believed in me and honestly neither did i

i never thought i was even capable of loving someone, wanting to make sure they are okay or happy. but kelsey made me realize so much about me

she made me see what love really is. she's the reason i'm a better person now. i see the difference between wrong and right because of her

the doors open and emily stands there with the white wedding dress, everyone turns to stare at her as she smiles walking down

she loves the attention, i know it. she's been dreaming of this day, but fuck i don't want to marry her

it's honestly best for both of us if i don't. she can find someone who actually cares for her and doesn't fake it

her bump shows perfectly and i remember what kelsey told me.

"it's not your baby"

i know emily is capable of doing something like that. i see the devil in her eyes. she wants everything her way

but thinking back to it, she's been pregnant for 5 months now and that was December. i practically spent the entire winter  with kelsey

i was with her family. helping her dad set up lights, hung out with her aunt and cousin delilah. we built snow mans and kissed each other. we went to dinner and so much more, i was barely with emily

and i cant even remember when we did it? i always used protection even when she was on birth control

she stands in front of me with a smile on her face, gosh when is kelsey coming

i don't want to do this. i cant. i want to run out these doors but i can't

i just can't do that. everyone will hate me and i'll embarrass myself

i just want to know what kelsey is doing right now. is she in bed with jaden? is she moving on like she said she was?

"emily, do you take joey to be your wedded husband? Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor him and keep him in sickness and in health, remaining faithful to him as long as you both shall live?" the pastor says

"i do" emily smiles

the door opens and i quickly look at if. jacob walked in but with no kelsey? i thought they were coming together, that's what she told me

she's definitely not coming to safe me, i didn't safe her so what's the point. we're both broken

my hands hesitatingly shake as i put the ring on emily's finger

the door opens again and there she is

damn she looks so good in that dress. her hair is curled and she is just so beautiful