Roommates

part 12

{short chapter sorry}

"kelsey"

"kelsey"

"kelsey god damn it did you die?"

i open my eyes slowly and joeys standing over my bed, my eyes instantly fall on his abs and i wanna run my hand through it

"what?" i rub my eyes and wait for him to fall back on the bed and wrap his arms on me but he doesn't, he sits down on his bed

"sorry for waking you up i got bored" he says and i check the time, it's 6 in the morning and i take a deep breath and hold back all the thoughts going through my head

"i couldn't sleep" he tells me

"me too"

"you? why?" he asks

"because you kept touching my arm, playing with my hair, and drawing circles on my back with your finger" i felt it all, i didn't want to wake up when he was touching me because i love how it felt and i knew he would stop

"oh i thought you were sleeping, i'm sorry" he looks down in embarrassment and i giggle, he looks back up and blushes

"were you annoyed?" he ask

"um, not really i like how it felt" i admit and he breaks eye contact

"i like how it felt when you were touching my lips" he says and i feel my heart drop

"what?" i act clueless

"i know you were touching my lips last night" he says

"i didn't touch your lips" i lie, i thought he passed out

"you don't have to lie lily- i mean kelsey" he corrects himself and i look down

"i'm going back to sleep" i turn my back towards him

"i'm sorry kelsey i didn't mean to say lily" i feel the bed shake, he's sitting on it now

"it's fine, really" it's not fine

"no it's not i know how much you hate her" he says

"i thought you don't like her" i blurt

there is a silence in the room before he answers, "i do" he answers and i nod

"that's great" i act unfazed

it becomes silent again between us and i look away from him and to the wall.

somethings really bugging me and i'm to weak to ask him and i can't grow the balls to ask him either

"why were you drunk last night" i blurt then close my eyes in embarrassment maybe i do have the balls

"something was on my mind" he says

"what?" i want to know what was on his mind that made him go out and get drunk

"it's not important"

i nod "okay then i'm going back to sleep"

"you're still tired?"

"not really but i would like to have my sleep back"

"oh okay, i'm going out if you need anything call me" he stands from his bed and walks out the door

"okay" i whisper

i sit up and run my hand through my hair, i am absolutely embarrassed by myself. he knew i was touching his lips. i grab my blue pillow and scream in it