Roommates

part 92

I cannot believe the amount of hate i get on this book. PLEASE stop reading if i'm "dragging" it or its not going the way you want! You obviously don't know how i'm going to end the book so please stop with the rude comments. You look funny commenting hate on my book but continuing to read it, thank you!

4 days later

i take a bite out of my chicken as jacob stares me down

i ignore his glances as i take another bite from my chicken that he bought me

he hasn't asked me any questions yet. he's been here for 20 minutes and we haven't even had a conversation yet except, "thanks for the food jacob"

"you're welcome" he nods

i take my phone and scroll through instagram to kill time and the awkwardness that's being built in the air

i know he's just dying to ask me how my night went with joey, i would tell him but i know he'll start judging me

tomorrow is new years and i told myself the last 4 days that it's just time to move on. jacobs either gonna agree or disagree with me

or tell my dad and i don't want my dad to judge me as well

i haven't talked to my dad since christmas and he's coming in a couple days so i'll just talk to him then, even though he's been spamming my phone wit calls

i should really answer him

my dad was best at giving me advice

my thoughts go off to the box i found in my dads closet, the ones of him and my mom

i can find love again, just like my dad did

"what" i look at jacob getting irritated by his stares

he puts his arms up in defense, "nothing"

"just ask me, i know you want to"

he laughs, "if you don't want me to i won't"

i look away and sip on my coke. i don't want him to ask me anything so i don't say anything

"unless you want me to" he grins

i roll my eyes at him

"if you really really really want me to" he smiles with his teeth showing

i sigh, "you made me wait for 9 hours at the pier and then i realized that maybe we just weren't meant to be. so i left and he found me and tried talking to me but i didn't tell him. i told him whatever we had is officially over"

jacob furrows his brows lightly, "he made you wait 9 hours?"

"yes" i scoff, "and he wouldnt even answer my text back and i spent the whole day worrying that i did something wrong when i didn't. it wasn't worth my time"

jacob quickly puts his head down covering his mouth

"what?" i ask

he looks up at me and takes a deep breath, "no-nothing" he tries to cover his smile

"what's so funny?"

he bursts into laughter and i cross my arms at him. i don't see what is so funny about making me wait for 9 hours

he begs me to tell him what happened and now he's laughing at me? i shouldn't have told him anything

"i'm sorry" he controls his laughter, "you're so dumb kels"

my jaw drops, "you're so rude"

he shakes his head and runs his hand through his hair before opening his mouth, "i don't know what world you think you're in but get out of it"