Roommates

part 100; Epilouge

Little sad that this is the end.

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i replace the dead flowers with new ones that i bought before coming here. i wipe the dirt from the tombstone and the dirt from the one next to it.

i stand from the floor and grab joeys hand, he gives me a squeeze and kisses my cheek, "i love you babe"

i give his hand a squeeze back and stare down at my fathers grave.

it's been 2 years, 2 years since the accident, the accident that ruined my life.

joey checked up on me every single day, he even slept with me at night because he didn't want me sleeping home alone.

he took me to my fathers grave and gave me his shoulder to cry on. he was everything i needed.

in my darkest moments i was always thinking about him, because he was the only person who made me feel something that no one else has ever.

he's my soulmate

and no matter how many times i pushed him away because i was so afraid to love, the universe didn't allow it.

we've been together for 2 years now, and everyday feels like a new day with him. i bite my bottom lip as i read my mother's name, i can't believe i've gone this far without them

they buried my dad right next to my mom, i don't think i've ever cried so hard when i heard that their tombstones will be together

"that'll be us one day" joey says

"shut up!" i swat his chest playfully and he smiles

he wraps his arms around my neck and starts kissing my cheek, "i love you kelsey davis"

"and i love you joey birlem" i wrap my arms around him

"but seriously, they should bury us together when we die. i think it would be romantic" he mumbles

"i don't know what i would do without you, so don't die on me yet" i frown

"never babe" he leans down and leaves a peck on my lips

i really hope my dad was seeing this right now, i finally got him just like you wanted me too!

i wish i could explain the love i have for joey. sometimes i look back and cringe at the things i would say to him. he tells me to forget about the past and how i would always push him away but it's hard to forget, how could i ever push someone like him away? he's the most perfect human

i stare at him through my lashes and admire his beautiful eyes and the way they change colors in different lights. i don't think i've ever seen a pimple on that pretty face, and the way his lips curve when he's talking is so mesmerizing. i'm so in love

"our kids are going to be so cute" i blurt and he smiles

"if they get your genes" he says

"if they get your genes" i tell him and he shakes his head

"nope, you're the hot one"

i roll my eyes, "let's just hope they get half and half then"

"deal, i'll try my best to give out the best sperm-"

"shh!" i cover his mouth, "not in front of my parents!"

his eyes widen, "oh sorry"

i tighten my grip around him, he's so adorable. i wish my mother was alive to see him, she would love him. i hope my parents know that even with them gone i've found happiness down here