Roommates

part 91

I would first like to start off by saying thank you so much for 1Million reads. This is my second book with that many reads and i'm so so grateful!

And i've decided to go with option 1! I will let you know which part of the ending you will be reading and you guys can read whichever you picked!

Ignore any errors, i'll fix this chapter later

Thank you! Enjoy this chapter.

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i sit on my couch waiting again for a text back from joey. my dad has been spamming my phone with calls asking why i left jacobs yesterday and what i'm going to do for new years

after all these years of stupid fights and agreements, i still want to be with him and i know i've had the chance so many times but we both were young and stupid

i was insecure at the time i met him and even though i knew that i loved him he was always more interested in lily

we both messed up but me especially. all i feel is regret and anger. i cannot hate myself more then i already do

i love him and i want to be with him. i want to have kids with him, i want to live with him forever till we are old and miserable, i want a future with him

he's the only guy i see myself with

my heart starts racing more and more when i see my phone turn on from another notification from my dad

me:
if you couldn't tell, i'm ignoring ur messages

i turn my phone off and hope my dad won't answer the text back because if he does i might throw a bottle across the room

it's been only a day since joey and i got into an argument

my days have been getting longer and more boring. i feel like there's nothing to do anymore but overthink

there isn't any good shows to watch, i already ate all the food in the fridge, been drifting apart by everyone, i feel like my life has been going to shit lately

my phone rings and i quickly pick it up, just to see a notification from my dad, again

dad:
i just want to talk to you kiddo

i put my phone back down and walk to the fridge. i take a deep breath when i see absolutely no food at all

nothing annoys me more then no food in the fridge

all i have is water bottles, 3 day old pasta, pizza, and some ice cream

i know it's bad that i'm ignoring my dad but i have bigger problems right now

i obviously left joeys feeling like complete shit. we fought, told me to leave, made out, fought again, then i left at 4 in the morning

and it's 1 in the evening now, i've only had 3 hours of sleep, maybe he's just sleeping? maybe he's tired and hasn't been getting my text

i feel like i'm coming off as clingy, i just don't want to lose him again. it was one of my biggest regrets

maybe i should go to his house

calm down

i bite my lip and close the fridge. i should go out and get some food or something, calm myself down a little

i put on a shirt with leggings and leave the house not bothering to look back

i stand by the front door having a weird gut feeling. like something just passed by me and i didn't even notice