Roommates

part 24

i'm back in soph's dorm and have already finished my essay for english, i print it out and put it in my backpack to take tomorrow, well monday since tomorrow is saturday

soph went out to get some snacks, she begged me to come but i wanted to finish my essay.

the dorm door opens and when i look to my right i see lily walking in, "oh hey" she smiles

"hey" i stand from the bed and she stares at me

"have you been staying here?" she sighs

"yeah"

"explains why the lady outside joeys dorm was yelling at me" she laughs and puts her bag on the floor

"what?"

"some lady came for you and asked if i was you and she got mad when i told her we switched dorms, so here" she puts her hand out, she's holding a key

i walk a little closer to her and stare at the key in her palm, please don't tell me what i think i'm thinking "what is that?"

"the key to joeys dorm, the lady is gonna freak if she finds out i'm still staying there" she puts the key in my hands

"what? no it's fine you can just stay there, no ones going to find out. the lady will probably forget" i fake a laugh

"kels are you crazy? i'm not risking getting caught again" she laughs, "just take it and go i don't think soph will mind" she sits on my bed, or her old bed

"i don't want to go back in that dorm"

"why not?" she furrows her brows

i cant tell her why i don't want to move back in that dorm... she's probably going to think i'm a creep.

"just go kels gosh why is it so hard?" she takes off her shoes and sets them aside

"i don't want too" i admit and she rolls her eyes

"okay well sorry, this was my dorm first" she shakes her head, she's right, this is her dorm and i cant force her to leave.

"fine" i turn around and grab my bag from under the bed

i mean it cant be that bad going back in that dorm, will it? hopefully we won't bug each other, plus if he's into lily there won't be a problem at all

i shove my stuff in my bag and try to think of a way to get lily back in that dorm, joeys dorm but nothing comes to mind because all i can think about is all the stuff that has happened between joey and i in that dorm.

that stupid game started this whole thing, 10 minutes of making out with the one and only joey birlem seriously got me thinking about him everyday. who would've thought boys could be the most confusing people on this earth.

the sad thing about this all is that he doesn't even think about me at all, the only thing he's probably thinking about is what new position he's going to do when him and lily have sex next time. does it hurt me? fuck yes it does because no matter how hard i try to get him out of my mind it just doesn't

i tell myself it's probably just a phase like all the other guys i had a thing with, but i've never felt this type of way with someone, he's doing something to me and he knows what he's doing, oh he definitely knows what he's doing.

he's been playing this game for too long and i'm just one of the players in his stupid game, but the real question is how the fuck do i get out of this game

after 30 minutes i'm finally done packing and i'm standing in front of my old dorm, i've been standing here for 5 minutes trying to figure out how i'm going to walk in, how i'm going to talk to him, he's going to be so sad when he finds out that it's just me, because i'm not someone who can entertain him or make him feel horny, only lily

sweet lily, she always got whatever i wanted and will continue to keep doing it, i'm surprised she hasn't bragged about having sex with joey yet, it's probably because i'm good at hiding my feelings that no one knows that i like joey

maybe soph knows that i like him but soph is someone i can trust, i feel comfortable with soph, telling her stuff isn't awkward.

after 7 minutes i put the key inside and turn the knob, when i open the door the smell of
cologne slaps me in the face

"wow" is the first thing that come out of my mouth, who needs this much cologne

joey sits up from his bed, shirtless. i close the door and he looks at me, "sorry it smelled like sex in here" he said, i feel my heart stop and maybe fall out of my ass

i furrow my eyebrows and he shakes his head, "you wouldn't know how that smells like nevemind" he says

of course he would say that, he's turning just like lily and i'm not surprised at all, both are assholes, they were just meant for each other. it's like they were perfect for each other, both rude, obnoxious, and oh rude

i ignore his comment and put my bag on the table, i ignore his stare and start unpacking my stuff

i pinch my finger a little harder when i still feel his gaze on me as i put my clothes away, if i can find the lady who forced me and lily, well lily, to switch i would pay her to keep her mouth shut

when i pull the bottom drawer i notice that it's stuck, i pull it a couple of more times to fix it but end up cutting my finger from the wood, i moan and kick the drawer

i hear joey laughing behind me, i turn around and stare at him, "it wouldn't be so bad if you helped me" i roll my eyes

he stands from his bed and stands next to me, he knees down and pulls the drawer so perfectly that i look like an idiot now

he stands back up and looks at me, "let me see" he grabs my hand and looks at my finger, he wipes the blood and looks back at me

"does it burn?" he ask looking into my eyes, he leans down and leaves a kiss on my cut

i stare at his lips leave my finger, he looks back into my eyes so deep that he's literally looking through my soul "yeah" i whisper so faint that i couldn't even hear myself

a smirk forms in his face, he lets go of my finger and walks to the door. i stare at him put on his shoes, he stares at himself in the mirror then looks at me

"i'll be back around 10:30? don't worry about me if i come late" he says, leaving the room without even saying a goodbye

i try to process what just happened, if this doesn't prove how confusing a boy can be than i have no idea what will