Highest Achievement - #7 in poetry [Oct 3, 2016]
~Nostalgia~
It's delicate, but potent.
The pain from an old wound.
A twinge in your heart..
Far more powerful than memory alone
A feeling of a place
Where we...
Ache
To
Go
Again.
-My thoughts. My word...
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grrrrr ... i'm high as - and i've been dreamin' for an insane while now so drive me through it that impossible mile now one i've been tryin' so hard to travel but it's hostile now and it's been renderin' me clinically fragile now so turn the prism away that's tryin' to beguile now and give me her number i so wanna dial now no joke man, look at me i've been living in exile now so please put her on the call or give me that mobile now for my vision is too hazy don't put me on the trial now i beg you not to fool with me my words slur, i can't smile now isn't it a pity, oh these drugs steal me so juvenile now but i can't feel much pain my soul's been infertile now and my hands shake so hard but i feel so immobile now so hurry, put her on the call i know i've been imbecile now and put that in my hair a pretty camomile now because if i die today i wanna do it in style now and make her cry one last time to witness my name in file now so make sure you call the doctor after i die so wait a while now all i ask for now, just please.. put her number..on the dial... . .. ... n o w..
Author's Note
I was listening to "The Way I See Things" by Lil Peep so it put me in this..mood. That's a boy high on drugs begging a friend who's equally high on drugs and isn't taking him seriously. He knows he's about to die and the need to talk to this girl dawns upon him suddenly... Idk..I don't wanna talk about it.. :(
Drug overdoses killed more than 72,000 people in the United States only in 2017. Only US. And it's scary to think of the whole world after such a huge number. If you take drugs, please don't. I know there's a certain pleasure associated with self-destruction but it's a plunge too deep and it hurts more than you think. Please care about yourself and your families. Idk how to make it better for you, what to say to make it less painful but... Just know, this is not the solution. Drugs are no solution. I hope you find a way out of it. God bless. xX
