Secrets

I guess this is goodbye..

Luke's P.O.V-

I wake up and look to my ceiling, all I felt was pain. I roll out of my bed and get down to my kitchen where my mum made pancakes.

"Just for you, my little boy who is growing up" She said, her eyes filling up.

"Mum, don't cry. Please don't cry" I say and give her a warm hug. I knew she was going to hurt after I left and I didn't want to cause her that.

I sit down with my whole family for our last breakfast together, no one spoke which was the worst part. I could see them all tear up and shake it off before they let any tears slip.

"I better go get ready" I say getting up and going to my room. I pack my suitcase when I fall to my bed. All I do is cry, just like when Maddie left.

"Luke? Your mum told me you were up- what's up?"

No. No. No. Maddie couldn't be here now.

"I.. I..."

"Why do you have a suitcase? What's going on?" She asks scared.

"I'm going on tour with one direction for 6 months"

"What? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was scared you'd hate me"

"I don't mind you going Luke but you could have told me. I wouldn't have come back I if knew"

"No! Don't say that, I'm glad you came back"

"I'm not. I now have to deal with everyone alone because you're leaving me. Why didn't you just come out and tell me Luke?"

"I didn't know how! I didn't want to hurt you!"

"Too late!"

"Mads-"

"Save it. I don't want to get more attached"

"What's the big deal? You left me without warning maybe I should do the same, give you what you deserve!" I regret my words as soon as I say them.

"You know I didn't have any other choice. You could have told me" She teared up and began to walk out.

"I'm sorry, Maddie"

"No, you go on tour, I'll be okay. Have fun Luke, don't fuck too many girls"

"You know I won't! Wait for me..." I shout and she walks out. I knew that I messed it all and I didn't know if she'd ever forgive me.

With the help of my dad, I take my bags to our car. I sit in the back seat and shake a little bit. Did I break up with Maddie? We get to the airport and I see Michael with Lena, she was crying just like me. I walk over and they smile.

"I better be off Mikey, I love you. I'll Skype you every night so I know you're not sad" She says and hugs him again.

"I promise I'll be good, I love you" He smiles and she leaves. Calum soon comes over with red eyes, none of us had done anything like this before. The worst part was Ashton coming to the airport with his family, It hurt to watch it.

"Ash, why are you going?"

"I told you Harry, I have a job to do and it's in the UK but I'll be back soon"

"Don't leave me" He says and grips onto Ashton's legs. I see Ashton tear up.

"I have to Harry, it's what I need to do. I'll be back before you know it"

"Don't forget what you promised. I'll miss you so much" He says and walks off to Ashton's mum while crying. We wave them off and we go to the plane.

"What did you promise him?"

"That'd I'd get him a souvenir from every country"

"That's so sweet" I reply, trying to cheer him up.

"I had to say something to let him let me go" He sighed and I comforted him. I knew exactly what it was like leaving someone behind.

"Ash, can I talk to you?"

"Yeah, what is it?"

"Before I came... I... Sort of broke up with Maddie"

"What? Luke!"

"I didn't want to hurt her!"

"She's hurt now!"

"I said some horrible things, I feel so bad and I want to get her back but I have to wait for 6 months"

'She'll forgive you, you're Luke Hemmings" He winks.

"I hope so" We board the plane and I sit beside Ashton. He was all warm and cosy so I went to sleep where I dreamed about Madi, I ruined everything.

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