Secrets

Cuddling

Luke's P.O.V-

We walk into my house and we go to my room. She runs and jumps on my bed while giggling.

'"I missed this warm bed" She says wrapping the duvet around her so she looked like a burrito.

"You look adorable" I say joining her. We lay back on my bed, both smiling.

I turn my TV on and we begin to watch a film. I could tell none of us were watching it as all she did was stare at me and I just stared at her.

"Sooooo what shall we do?"

"Lets just cuddle for a while. I like cuddles" I say and she nods. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her onto my lap. I put my head into her shoulder and I hear her laugh a little. I ignore her laughs and just feel her embrace.

"Luke?"

"Yeah mads?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"What?"

"Hugging me so tightly"

"I just never want to let go" I  say and she pouts her lip.

I hated lying to her, she needed to know the truth. She should know about me going on tour with one direction tomorrow, I just couldn't bring myself to tell her. I feel her gentle lips touch my neck and I try to hold back my tears. I cover my face into my blankets and she giggles.

"Stop that! It's so cute"

"Sorry, I just get comfy. Try it" I say and brush the tears away.

"Okay" She slides under the covers with me and she relaxes.

"Comfy isn't it?"

"Extremely, I want this bed!" She says nodding.

"Don't you steal my bed" I joke.

"What's wrong Luke?"

"Nothing, why do you ask?"

"You seem different, like you're upset over something"

"I'm fine"

"Good, I don't want you to be sad. I'm back for good this time because you make me happy" She attaches her lips to mine and I feel guilt inside me. I shouldn't kiss her as I know she's going to hate me tomorrow.

She pulls off and lays her head on my chest. We continue to watch films and this time she does. All I can do is watch her, to know I had to leave the most beautiful girl behind killed me inside.

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Sorry I know they suck but it's he best I can do. Why am I saying this? No one reads anyway🙈🙈