Secrets

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Luke's P.O.V-

I chase after Maddie as I see tears building up in her eyes. She runs to a beach and falls to the ground. I go over and wrap my arms around her.

"Maddie, what's up?"

"I can't tell you" She cries and my whole heart breaks. Why couldn't she tell me?

"I want to know what is upsetting you" I say and she shakes her head.

"Maddie?" I hear Michael say and I turn to see him.

"She won't tell me why she's crying"

"Shit. I know what you're crying over, don't I?" He sighs while she nods.

"Someone tell me what the fuck is going on, I'm terrified" I say and she looks up at me in pain.

"Maddie keeps getting hate Luke from the fans" Michael says and she sighs.

"What? How did I not see this?" I say while logging onto twitter and see the horrible hashtag. #MadukeBreakUp.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Luke, I just didn't want you to hate the fans" She says and hugs me.

"It's not your fault Maddie"

"I'm scared" She mumbles and releases me. I look at her as more tears flow down her cheeks.

"I'm always going to be here for you, I promise"

"I can't do this"

"What? What can't you do?"

'This. Us' She cries and my heart snaps.

"No.. Maddie..."

"I'm so sorry, I just don't want to ruin your band career. It's not fair on you to choose" She says and grabs the bottom of her dress.

"Maddie! Please don't do this. We can sort this out, I don't have to choose!"

"Luke, I'm so sorry it came to this.I don't want to leave you but it's gone too far. I don't want you to deal with this" She cries and turns away.

"Please" I cry.

"I love you so fucking much. I am so sorry Luke" She lets more tears slip out and she runs away. I fall to the ground luckily Michael comes over. I watch her run into the distance and I get up, chasing after her but it's too late. She was gone.

"LUKE" Michael yells and I go back to him. He gives me a warm hug and I cry onto his shoulder.

"She's gone again Michael. She's actually gone" I sob.

"I know, I'm so sorry Luke" He begins to cry and I forget that they were best friends. I comfort him as we both cry. We walk back to the party and Ashton comes over to us. He notices our tears and looks confused.

"What happened? Where's Maddie?" He says. It hurt to hear her name.

"She's gone" I say as I cry.

"Gone? Like home?"

"Gone as in never coming back Ashton. I'm leaving" I say and turn to leave as my mum sees me.

"Luke? Where are you going?" I run away into the car park where I see Maddie's car gone. I quickly call Michael who drives me home. We get to my house fast and I run to her room where I see her clothes all gone along with her passport. I break down as it was all gone. My everything was gone.

Michael comes up and sees me. He notices her stuff gone and it hits him that she has left forever this time. We sit on her floor and cry. After half an hour, my family come home along with Calum, Ashton and Anna as they were worried.

"Luke? Michael?" My mum calls and I go to Maddie's bed. I didn't want to see anyone but Maddie. Michael continues to sit on her floor and cry. My mum comes in and sees us, her face immediately turns into shock as she sees me crying. My two brothers come in along with Calum.

"What the hell happen?" Mum says and comes over to me.

"Leave me alone" I say bitterly and she backs off.

"What is wrong? Michael?"

"Maddie. She left me" I say and put my face into her pillow. It smelt like her and I missed her scent already.

"Why?" She says and puts her arm around me.

"The fans hated her. They called her ugly and useless just like her mother. She broke up with me so I didn't ruin my career. She's gone, forever this time" I cry and this time, it's Calum who comes to comfort me.

"Aw Luke, I'm so sorry"

"I just wish I knew. I wish I could have stopped this before it got worse"

"It's always been this bad Luke" Michael says and it hits me. He told me, he knew about it and didn't tell me.

"You knew. Why didn't you tell me?" I say angrily at Michael.

"She told me not to. I promised her" He says sympathetically. I get up and clench my fists, he knew and he let it get this out of hand. I grab Michael by his jacket. I throw him against the wall and he yelps. I punch him a couple times, Ashton trying to pull me off.

"Luke I'm sorry!" He says and I continue to punch him.

"STOP LUKE! IT'S NOT HELPING" Anna yells. I kick him and he screams.

"She wouldn't want you to do this Luke" Jack says and I stop. I walk backwards and see what I had done to Michael. I instantly felt sick and fell to the ground.

"I'm so sorry Michael. I'm so sorry" I repeat for a while before the tears take over.

"It's okay Luke, I know you're angry at me"

"I shouldn't have beat you up" I say gesturing to his bruised face.

"Forget about it" He says putting his head on my shoulder. We stay like this for a while before we get tired. Everyone goes home and I stand in my room alone. I wear the most recent shirt Maddie had wore to bed which smelt exactly like her. I look over to my bed and see a note.

Dear Luke,

I hate writing this because it hurts. I'm pretty sure you're not loving this situation either. Listen, I really wish I could stay Luke but I just can't. I'm not brave enough to stay. You probably hate me and I don't blame you, I hate myself a lot right now. I love you so much but I just can't take this anymore, I just got away from getting hated constantly and it's happening again. They hate me and it's not fair to make you choose between me and your band so I left. Forget about me, forget that I was ever here. You made my life ten times better so thank you for that. Find another girl, someone that is good enough for you and make a big family. I'll support you no matter what, you just won't see me.

Thank you for everything Luke Hemmings, I'll never forget you, Maddie xx

I collapse onto my bed and put her letter to my heart. She wanted me to forget about her. How do I do that? She is my everything and always will be. Everything was going to change. I grab Pengy and cry. I was alone.

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