Secrets

Amnesia

Luke's P.O.V-

*3 weeks later*

I walk into the changing room to where all my clothes were, I couldn't choose what to wear.

"Ready Luke?" Calum calls.

"Not yet"

"Luke you have 5 minutes, what are you doing?" He comes in and I break down.

"I hurt her Calum"

"Luke, I'm sure she'll forgive you"

"I don't even blame her. I was an idiot and now she's all alone" I say and he hugs me.

"Stop beating yourself up Luke, she'll forgive you. Get yourself ready, you don't want to leave people waiting" He says while getting up.

I change into a pair of skinny jeans with a jumper. I take my guitar out to the entrance of the stage and see Ashton getting to his microphone.

"Ready Lucas?"

"I'm ready" I say as we walk on playing the first chords of American idiot by Greenday.

"Who's ready to party London?" I scream and everyone cheers. It made me feel a little better to know that people from the UK like us.

We finish all the songs until there's one left. I slide my guitar to the side off my body as I don't use it in the beginning this song.

"Hi guys, I wanted to know if I could sing a song I wrote over a year ago" They all agree and the boys nod.

"Amnesia?" Michael asks into the microphone.

"That's the one" I say with pain, I was stupid letting her go again.

"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all"

I stop singing and the stadium goes silent. I wipe my eyes as I felt the tears building up in second chorus. I hear the audience shout lots of things.

'Luke? Is he okay?'

'WE LOVE YOU LUKE!'

'You'll be okay!'

'Is Luke hurt?'

'What's going on?'

'LUKE I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY'

'When are one direction coming on?'

I turn to Calum for support but instead he nods at the side of the stage. The must want me off as I'm scaring the fans. I go to turn around when I feel arms wrap around me. I smell a familiar fragrance that I used to long for. I look at the person and there she was, crying with me.

"Hey Luke"

"Maddie? You're here?"

"Of course I'm here! Ashton said you needed me and I wasn't going to leave you again. Especially not after hearing amnesia" I hug her one last time before we all exit the stage.

The whole arena cheers as she wraps her arms around me. They knew I was happy because they were happy for me.

This must have been a dream, she couldn't actually be here? Why would she even come back after what I said?

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