Maddie's P.O.V-I speed up as I see Luke walking towards me and I get to Calum.
"I need to talk to you"
"What about?" He says loudly as the music was blasting.
"It's a secret" I pull him out of the party and into Michael's garden which was full of alcohol. He follows me behind Michael's shed and he sees I have been crying.
"What happened?"
"Luke Hemmings happened. I need your help"
"What did he do?"
"I caught him with another girl. I need to forget, I need... A... Cigarette" I say, my voice a bit shaky.
"What?"
"I need one, please"
"Maddie, I don't think-"
"Calum, give it to me" I say and he reluctantly passes me one. I slip one into my mouth and light it.
At first I cough and Calum looks at me sympathetically. The more I smoke it, the more I cope with it. I sit on the floor and Calum joins me.
"I shouldn't have given you that, Luke will kill me"
"HE CHEATED CALUM! I don't care what he thinks anymore" I calm down as I shouldn't be shouting at Calum as it's not his fault.
"You won't even hear him out? It could be like when I broke up with Anna" He says and I get up.
"The difference is, he kissed her back. I don't care. He hurt me and I'm so done" I put the cigarette out and walk off.
"MADDIE" He calls out and turns me around.
"What Calum? What do you want?"
"Just don't do anything stupid" He sighs and I walk off. I get into Michael's kitchen and pour myself a drink full of all the alcoholic drinks I could find.
I drink a bit and I instantly flinch at the bitter taste. I swallow it as I needed to forget tonight. I needed to forget Luke's stupidity, hopefully I could drink all the memories of Luke all together. I finish the drink and make another, my hand shaking to show I was a little tipsy.
"Maddie? Drinking?" I hear Ashton say and I turn around. He smiles at me, confused.
"I don't really want to"
"Why are you doing it then?" He asks and takes my drink off me.
"Luke. I caught him making out with a girl apparently called Steph. I want to forget, I need to forget" I say and take it back. He sighs and pulls me into a hug.
"Aww Maddie I'm so sorry"
"If someone says that to me one more time I'm going to slap them. It's not like you made him kiss her"
"I know I just feel bad for you"
"I know, I'm sorry I was harsh on you"
"It's okay, you're hurting" He says and I release a few tears.
"Ashton, how could he? I trusted him, I really trusted he wouldn't do this"
"I'm so- I wish you weren't hurting because of him"
"Luke's a dick" I say and he giggles. He hands me a glass of water and I sigh.
"I just want to get wasted. Was that hipster enough for you?"
"A little. I don't like you being a hipster"
"No me either. Give me some alcohol so I can forget everything about this night" I sigh and he shakes his head.
"That's not going to help mads"
"IT'LL HELP ME NOW LEAVE IF YOU WONT HELP ME" I shout and he sighs.
"Don't be stupid Maddie, you can work through this" He says and leaves. I sit alone and drink. I drink as much alcohol I can until I can't consume anymore or I'll throw up. I sit on the ground, taking out another cigarette Calum had given me.
I walk into Michael's garden and sit on the bench. I light the cigarette and see Michael approach.
"Maddie! What the fuck are you doing?"
"Having a smoke. You?"
"Are you drunk?"
"Nah, I 'ave only had 7 cups of dat see through shit" I say and point to the bottle.
"Vodka? Fuck"
"It tastes like sugaaaa and rainbows. I like dat rainbow" I say pointing to Michael's hair.
"You're completely wasted. Shit" He said under his breath. I take the cigarette out of my mouth. I really didn't like it, my lungs felt like they were closing in.
How did life get so bad?
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Secrets
FanfictionLuke was the quiet one, the boy who sat in the back of the class with a couple friends. Madi was the secret one with no friends and kept herself to herself. She didn't speak to anyone and got bullied by the populars for it. Luke was interested in...