Lonely

Thirty

Mike

The next morning I woke up in the hotel bathroom I rented out for a week. Once I got up I remembered everything that happen last night making me shed a few tears that I quickly whiped.

After getting my self together I I took a shower and put on some basketball ball short shorts, a t-shirt and some socks calling it a day.

Derek

I smoked the last bit of weed I had, oh yes I smoke well I use to but as you can see here we are.

I threw away all the bags that the weed was in and just sat on the couch looking at old videos of me and Mike that use to make me smile but now just make me cry.

One of the videos was when I recorded him jumping around the room because he scored the winning point on 2K.

Recap

I sat on the bed watching as Mike played 2K but suddenly he started screaming because he scored the winning point.

"YESSSSSS!!"

He said running around the room making me laugh. "Who did that I did that" he said doing that dance that go 🦗 around the bed.

"Mike sit yo ass down" I said giggling as he snapped his neck looking  back at me me. "Shh Shh, I wasn't acting like that when you go the last shot on  Grand theft Auto" he said proving a point. "Mhm exactly" I just rolled my eyes. "Don't be like that babe, now give me kith"

He so cute I love him.☺️

"Fine"

I said before wrapping my arms around his neck as we sat there on the bed pecking each other's lips before actually kissing each other.

"Tank you my love"

"Your welcome mi amor"

(Recap over)

After watching I sat there crying my little heart out because I miss him, I want him I not just only need him...

But I'm bound to him.

( BITCH, DID YOU HEAR WHAT THE FUCK I SAID, THIS ISN'T OVERRR🤩)

I sat on the couch high as a Kite but I really didn't care to be honest. My life is a fucked up piece of shit that I don't want to live anymore but I guess everything happens for a reason and I'm guessing this is my pay back for the damage I've caused.

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Sighing heavily I got up and threw on my slides going to the stores since I new my man with the weed was there (forgot what they called) I just went there to get some chips as a cover up.

(Skip)

After getting the chips I walked to the back of the store seeing the man behind the counter.

"How much" I said Looking at him. "I mean you can get it for free if you want" He said licking his lips. "How much is it" I said completely ignoring what he said. "A hand job and a make out settion" you know what. "I'm good then" I said before trying to walk away but was grabbed by my neck.

"I know that your father is Malak and wants to see you so if you don't do what I ask I'll take you to him right now" He said in my ear making my breath hitch. " Now will you do it" He said kissing my neck. I just nodded my head making him smirk and say "good" as he pulled me to the back.

(45 minutes)

Welp I ended up getting free weed and giving the dude a hand job and the make out settion but you wanna know what's worse. While I was walking out from the back Puting back on my shirt I seen Mike standing at the counter with a ignored expression on his face.

"Damn Derek, I brake up with you not even less then 24 hours and then you go out hoeing around again what a shame'

He said smirking and walking away like a bad bitch but like that kinda hurted tho. But I just simply sighed noing he was right and walked back to my car and drove back home.

Mike

I really thought he was better then that but I guess not.

But like the streets do be calling his name though🤭
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After seeing Derek I went back with Kobe because out of all Derek's friends Kobe was my favorite.

"Yo you good" He ask putting a arm around my shoulder. "I'm cool what you wanna do" I asked looking up at him. "Let's go to the club and get high off some weed and drunk off that hennessy then beat some pussy up-

He then looked at me.

"Or beat some nigga's up"

I chuckled and said ight.

"Great, I'll pick you up at 12 because that's when all the 20 year old bitch's come out and let me just tell you they know how to bust down like Tatiana" he said grinding on the ground.

"Kobe get yo ass up, acting like a whole damn fool" He just laughed and we walked out the store.

Well let's go bust down on a Tatiana like we in the Bahamas.

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Ok now it's over😌

But anyways while I was doing my hw with My dukes  bc y'all know I'm dumb or whatever but anyways she was like...

"Wrap your edges up"

So I was like..

"Why, I'm not going anywhere"

Them she was like...

"JuSt dO wHaT I sAid, YoU mOVe WhEn I SaY mOvE"

So I'm just over here in my head Like...

Don't I need to get prepared for it tho so it won't be last minute.

Then out of nowhere she like.

"I aiNt goTtA TeLl YoU nUn"

I'm just like😑

But yeah and I still don't know where I'm going 😩. But I hope y'all had a good day or night's rest 😘