Lonely

twelve

Derek

After the whole brake down with Mike I went to Florida a week later and ever since then I've been enjoying life. Me and D have been doing better. If I'm being honest, he's funnier then me.

But that's besides the point.
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I yawned getting up as my alarm beeped in my ear. I got up out of bed going to do the do in the bathroom before walking in the kitchen and fixing me some cereal since I came to the conclusion I can't cook.

But while eating my cereal and watching good times I got a nock at the door. I put my cearal down walking to the door of my apartment.

But to my surprise it was a brown skin girl with curly hair and a nice sized butt. "Oh, I'm sorry I must of got the wrong door" she said with a small Chuckle that I returned.

"Well what door are you looking for?" I asked wanting to help the curly haired girl in front of me. "Um, apartment 209" she said and I moved forward towards her peeking my head out the door way.

Now mind you I didn't have on a shirt. "209 is 3 door's down" I said pointing to it and she nodded stepping back some. "Well thank you, can I get your name" She asked. "It's Derek but some people call me D" I said with a smile that she returned.

"Well I'm Ariana but call me Ari and it's nice to meet you, Derek" Was what she said before walking away to the room and opening it, but before stepping in she waved slightly before walking in and shutting the door behind her.

I shook my head stepping back into my own apartment as I just realized my cereal is soggy.

Mike

Why, why must I be so dumb. I feel like shit. He's never gonna for give me or take me back. But it's not even that, he doesn't have to take me back I just want his forgiveness so I'll know he's not hurt anymore, so I know that he's not mad and I won't live douting my self.

But no, he left with out even saying goodbye. I had to find out threw Tay he moved last week to Florida. I haven't been sleeping lately and it's getting really bad for my health. I haven't slept in a week because then it get's to quite with all my thoughts roaming my head.

And on top of that, everyone still blames him. Exept Sy and Jr. They all still think that Derek is a bad person when he's not, even Kea believes it and she's known Derek for his entire life just about.

It's Crazy how people don't care when you try to make a change, they only care when your long gone and can't come back from it.

But that's just the world we live in.

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