Lonely

Twenty-eight

{ Not edited so excuse mistakes }

Mike

It's the same day but later on after Derek's brake down. After we talked some more about how he felt and now he's eating some food Kae brought us.

We didn't tell her what happened because you just don't tell certain things like that exspeatily not when your ready.

"How has you and the baby been?" She asked and Derek smiled a little. "alright stressed but alright" He admitted and she nodded. "what about you Nike his have you been?" I shrugged turning off my phone. "Looking for Matthew but other then that making sure my babies is ok" I admitted and Derek turned to me.

"When were you going to tell me you were looking for Matthew" I shrugged as he glared at me. "Never, I was going to handle him on my own. I didn't tell you because that's giving you more stress" I spoke but if course he didn't let it go. "didn't we just go over this stop keeping shut from me!" he yelled angrily and I got up not defensive or anything though.

"Chill D this is why I didn't tell you from the jump" U explained and he calmed down a little after. "Y'all good" Kae asked randomly. "we're fine" Derek answered going back to eating his food.

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Derek

It is now the next day and my head hurts. I've been having headaches all morning as well with cramps.

Right now I'm have a cramp when this voice comes out if no where. Your hurting the baby. He wispered and suddenly I wasn't in the hospital anymore I was laying down with a knife in my hand that was covered in blood

Ny eye's widened seeing my baby on the ground covered in blood dead. "No" U wispered dropping the knife but then I did the unexpected, U ended up choking the already dead child.

"STOP IT!" I yelled hearing loud screams in ny ears. "U DIDN'T KILL MY BABY!" I yelled finally letting go backing away. "WHAT DID YIU DO!" I heard making me turn around and I seen Mike.

"I didn't d-do it I s-swear" I choked out but he shook his head and started telling at n until I randomly stabbed him in the neck. He looked at me shoked and started choking on his blood before falling. "No Mike wake up" I mumbled dropping to my knees but his eyes were already closed then the screams cane back

"PLEASE STOP, I'M SORRY!" I screamed and the screaming became loud laughter. I just sat there in the middle of butt my and the baby's dead body crying.

Soon I was pulled out of thought but arms wrapping around me. "It's ok" I heard and pulled away quickly. "I thought I killed you and the baby" I said franticly with tears running down my face

I Looked down and there was no knife or blood and my baby was fine. "what are you talking about" He asked. "I don't know but Mike but what if I'm capable of doing that and actually hurt you and this baby" I wispered as he wiped my tears. "You will only hurt me by choice so if you choose to do that then it we be your fought because you let it happen. You let yourself down not me but yourself" He wispered looking me in the eyes.

"I don't know how you feel right not but I believe you can fight whatever your going threw and I'll be here if you ever need me" He smiled a little before kissing my forhead gently. "I'm si greatful I have you" I said happily. "I'm happy I have you too mama and will for the wrest f my life" He cooed kissing me passionately.

Returning the energy U stood from the bed as he picked me up with out breaking the kiss. He never does it up just kept it slow a warming. After a while we pulled away from air but went back in right after. Now he was sitting down and I was on his lap.

I smiled feeling his wrest his arms around my waist pulling me closer. "Ok we needs stop" He laughed slightly while I still kissed him. "No" I blankly said still kissing him. "Yes" I sucked on his bottom lip shaking my head. I went back and sucked on his neck leaving hickeys marking him.

After I was done I smiled at the D I formed pulling away completely. "now we're done" He chuckled a little laying me on his chest messaging my butt. "You get discharged tomorrow" He spoke up and I smiled happy. "And I'm going to take you out as well" I chesed even more.

"Where you taking me" I asked. "Since mountains U wanted to take pictures of you there abd also because they have good views of the city" he admitted. "Sounds cute" I said and he nodded. "Yes then after that were going to this Condo my dad brought me then everything else after that you'll have to wait and see" He smirks making me more interested.

"No come on tell me" U begged and he laughed a little shaking his head. "nah mama you'll just have to wait and see" he wispered before kissing all over my face making me giggle.

After that we just talked a little more until we ordered food and ate.

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Sorry for not updating but here's this and I'm going (try)  to make the chapters longer😌

Gotta go see a counselor tomorrow 😐

But anyways that's all for now also I'ma start calling y'all dagger bc why not 😪

Ok bye now dagger dick out🍆