Alive.
For some reason that hits him so hard.
He's still alive.
Josh is.
All of them are and yet why does this feel so wrong, somehow?
As though his very existence is contradicting some fundamental law...
Oh.
Yes.
It is.
And the part of him that was at home in Dema-that part of him is angry, upset at his continued existence.
Angry that he's trying to fight.
But, well, he will try to ignore that part.
Try...
He swallows, hoping that truly he will be able to make it.
But he doesn't know.
He doesn't know the way it will all end, and that in itself is scary.
In fact, there is very little he does know will stay the same, stay constant.
That doesn't reassure him at all.
But-
Well.
Come pain or come struggle, living is an active choice.
Maybe that will be enough to get him through whatever the future brings.
Maybe.
He hopes so.
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Øverturning the lies (a twenty one pilots fanfiction)
FanfictionTyler is alone in the city of Dema. He can't remember who he was before then. All he knows now is trying to survive in this world. He sees others around him who are struggling too, and he wants to help them. But he can't. He can't even seem to help...
