Ro and I have decided to adopt a baby since their mom is unfortunately struggling financially and willingly put them in the system
Ro is excited about it but I am absolutely terrified. Mostly because this is our first and my anxiety is spiking a bunch over little things
Like what if I drop them? What if I lose them? What if they get hurt? What if they get bullied? What if they don't chase their dreams? What if I accidentally leave them in our car especially when it's blazing hot out? What if I'm not a good parent?
The day to pick them up is in a week so now I'm feeling stressed which isn't that good especially for a habitual worrier like me
Currently while Ro is sleeping upstairs, I'm worrying my heart out down here in the kitchen
I drink a glass of water but of course my anxiety makes me panic! at the disco and I drop it, shattering on the tiled floor. Like normal I was anxious about me being a parent and how I'm terrified of being one
I started to cry as I heard footsteps coming down to the kitchen. The familiar scent of Rose and Cherry perfume immediately is smelled
Ro is here, he most definitely heard the glass shatter disturbing his sleep upstairs in our room
I got scooped up into Ro's arms and now held like a Princess. Ro walked us back upstairs to our room which is past the room for the baby. Passing by the room is making me worry more
We arrived at our own room. After shutting the door, Ro walked us to our bed. He sat down with me in his lap. Ro reached over and turned on his bedside lamp to get light in this once dark space for comfort and leisure
{Roman}
Corazon, what happened down there? You know that you can talk to me about your problems¥Virgil¥
It's stupid to say it out in the open{Roman}
I don't care if it's stupid or not, but something is bothering you and I'm worried about you¥Virgil¥
~mumbled~
I'm worried about not being a good parent{Roman}
Huh? What did you say?¥Virgil¥
I'm worried about not being a good parent! There I said it, it's that stupid! Like a bandaid, you just gotta rip it off!I looked up at Ro, tears and all. His face was in complete and utter shock, surprised as ever. I took it as a sign to run away so I did
Running away through the hallway, past the guest bathroom, and stopping at the child's room. I opened up the door and sunk down to the newly carpeted floor in an empty corner after closing the door behind me
I kept on crying until Ro came into the room, seeing me in the corner. He kissed my forehead, the only foolproof way to stop my tears. They disappeared, Ro helped out by placing his hand on my cheek and wiping the last ones away using his thumb
I got placed into his lap again and Ro began to speak again
{Roman}
Corazon, you are going to be an amazing parent. It is perfectly fine to be scared, first timers like us feel like that too. But we can do it together, one step at a time, one foot in front of the otherRo stuck out a hand
{Roman}
Do you trust me?I take his hand, giving him the answer. Ro kissed the back of it, like any true Prince would. I blushed and hid my face into Ro, embarrassed. He chuckled and kissed my hair
Ro stood up with me picked up like a Princess again, he walked us to the kitchen to clean up the broken glass from earlier in the night
Once it was done, I yet again was held bridal style and Ro walked us back to our room to finally have some well deserved rest
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Prinxiety Oneshots 2
FanfictionThis book is submitted to the 2021 Wattys! 🎉 This book is now finished!! The Author will continue writing in their 3rd book of Prinxiety Oneshots Welcome to the second book to store my Prinxiety OneShots! Book 1 is on my dead main account, read if...