On Friday morning I found Summer at my locker. I had actually stopped going to my locker because I didn't want any more notes. On Wednesday morning I had taken all my books out and I haven't opened it since. Roxanne hasn't noticed yet.
I wasn't even trying to go to my locker, I was just passing when Summer called me over. "July? Can I have a word?" She said.
"Yeah sure." I replied.
We walked outside to a little spot on the far side of the school that not so many people knew about.
"July, I'm sorry!" She blurted out.
"For what?" I sighed.
"For not helping you with the bullying, for not telling everyone the truth about your wrist, for not being a friend when you needed one most." Summer cried.
"It's okay." I said with tears spilling from my eyes.
"It's not okay. Roxanne and Carmen are sending you horrible notes now aren't they?" She said pulling the first note, that I lost in the corridors from her pocket.
I nodded.
"But it's fine, I don't really care." I cried.
"You haven't opened your locker since Wednesday have you?" She sighed.
I shook my head.
"Look Summer your sweet and all but I really don't care!" I cried louder.
She just stared at me. Then images of Roxanne and Carmen flew into my head. Images of May and the day she died flew into my head. Images of Calum leaving flew into my head. Images of my parents flew into my head. And I got angry. I got sad. I felt lost.
So doing the totally calm thing I stared yelling like a lunatic.
"I DON'T CARE THAT I'M BEING BULLIED AND NO ONE GIVES A DAMN, I DON'T CARE THAT I LOST AUGUST EVEN THOUGH I NEVER HAD HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE, I DON'T CARE THAT MY FAMILY DOESN'T LOVE ME, I DON'T CARE THAT MY SISTER IS GOING THROUGH FUCKING TORTURE LIKE ME, I DON'T CARE THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS, I DON'T CARE THAT MY BROTHER IS MOVING TO LONDON AND LEAVING ME HERE, I DON'T CARE THAT MAY IS GONE, I DON'T CARE THAT SHE'LL NEVER COME BACK AND I DON'T CARE THAT I'M ALL ALONE!" And while I was screaming all I could see were memories and suddenly I realised I couldn't breathe anymore. I was being pulled underwater and I could barely see Summer. I panicked even more and Summer led me straight to the nurses office.
What a successful talk with Summer, NOT!
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