Erotic Wolf

Lance and Sarvis

I took a moment to admired Sarvis' room before starting in on Mila. Every inch of the walls were covered in paintings. Some beautifull mosaics of obvious people and things and others equally beautiful abstract art. I pulled my eyes from the paintings to focus on the matter at hand . To my surprise  I could hear Sarvis already telling her the truth.

Sarvis  faced Mila who was sat in a chair before him. She looked up wide eyed at his revelation. We had no choice but to be out with it now.

"You and the Alpha are mates!" She looked so shocked but benieth that there was another emotion. An emotion I couldn't decipher.

"Yeah." Sarvis replied simply, rubbing the back of his neck.

"So your gay?" Mila questioned tilting her head. Now that some of the shock had drained away I could see what the  other emotion was.

It was a mixture of hurt and jealousy.

Why though? Was she like the other she-wolves who told my mate stories about having sex with me? Was she disappointed to find that I was mated to Sarvis?

"Yeah." Sarvis answered her.

She didn't seem satisfied with his one word answer though. She stood and began an angry pace.

"Why didn't you tell me! I'm your best friend! I can't believe you... after all these years... God I feel so stupid!" Mila looked as if she were going to cry. Sarvis saw this and went to comfort her.

"Mila, I don't understand why your takeing this so hard. I thought for sure you of all people would be ok with me being gay." Sarvis rubbed circles into his friends back.

She went from leaning into his touch to pushing him violently away in seconds.

"Why would I be ok? I loved you!" She cried as I caught Sarvis.

Woah. I guess it wasn't me she was after. Sarvis was shocked by the news as well.

"What? Mila... you... me? I honestly never.." Sarvis couldn't seem to complete a sentence in his surprise.

Mila turned towards me then. "Your mate is an idiot."

"Hey! It's not my fault I didn't know. I'm gay, I don't get that hint from girls. Even if I was straight, your like a sister to me." Sarvis attempted to defend himself.

"Oh of course! A 'sister'. One that asked you to be her first kiss? One that always made sure you weren't friends with other girls? One that went to all the school dances with you? One who got her hopes up every time you said yes!" Mila broke down crying then.

I couldn't get past the first kiss part. Did they go any further? I looked at my mate and he seemed to read my mind.

"I only kissed her once when I was thirteen and she was twelve. It was nothing. A one second closed mouth peck." He assured me. I was still saddened by the fact I wasn't his first but I was glad it wasn't anything more substantial.

"Ok." Was all I said to him. He seemed to accept that as forgiveness and turned back to Mila. I didn't push the matter, he didn't need his best friend and his mate angry at him.

"Mila? I'm sorry. I don't want you to be hurt by me being gay but even if I wasn't what did you expect? I would have had a mate male or not..." His eyes widened a bit in realization. "You thought, maybe, I would turn out to be your mate?"

She calmed herself down enough to nod dejectedly.

Sarvis suddenly burst out laughing. I glared at him and so did Mila. Why was he laughing at a time like this?

"I'm sorry Mila , I truly don't mean to laugh at you but me? Really? I can't hunt, I look more feminine than you do, I don't even think I'll be able to take over my mom's bank when I'm older. What about me makes you want me?" He asked her seriously.

"You are the sweetest, funniest, most adorable boy I know. I wouldn't care if you couldn't catch a sloth, and as for the bank I love numbers and business. Sure I'm suposed to be the next pack doctor but honestly blood makes me nauseous. You could just sit at home and paint all day long. I love your paintings. I love everything about you Sarvis. So much that the things that matter to other she-wolves don't matter to me." She proclaimed her love with such confidence.

I had to let out a growl. No one was going to take my mate from me. In the back of my mind I made a note to compliment his amazing paintings on the walls now that I knew he was the one who had done them.

"Calm down Alpha, haven't you heard? He's gay. " Mila oozed sarcasm.

"Yes, well now that that's clears up what is our next step? Do I have to make sure you can't tell anyone or are you going to keep this a secret?" I finally got to the core of the matter.

She sighed but nodded. "I'll keep your secret, for the boy I love. Even if he will never be mine at least I can still keep him safe."

"Thanks Mila. If I were straight I would have loved to be your mate. You've been my best friend forever. I still love you just not like that." Sarvis sagged his shoulders in relief.

"I want to be alone for a while. May I leave Alpha?" Mila asked bowing slightly in respect.

"Yes, you may go. I'm sorry about this Mila, I truly am. Just know that you will find your own mate when you are eighteen and then you will forget all about your feelings for Sarvis." I assured her.

"Three months of depression, yay!" She fake cheered and left the room before Sarvis or I could say anything.

When the door finally closed Sarvis dropped down into his bed with a sigh.

"That was draining. I didn't expect any of that."

"I know what you mean. I'm glad it was her that caught us though and not another." I looked at the bright side of things and tried to get the image of a crying Mila to leave my mind.

"I guess." Sarvis replied half heartedly.

"I hope you guys stay friends. I don't want to tear you apart." I worried for my mate. When he heard I had no friends he was so sad about it. Friends must be important to him.

"We'll pull through. Let's forget about that for now." His energy suddenly changed as he got up and sauntered over to me. "Can I kiss you? I mean the pack will just think you smell like me since mom asked you to check me."

I didn't reply instead pulled him against me smashing my lips to his.

"'You never have to ask'." I said quoting  myself.

He kissed me once more. Our tounge tangled together. When we pulled apart for air I held his face in my hands for a moment longer.

"What did you learn today?" He asked smiling shyly at me.

"My friend brought an actually gay human to talk to me about it. He told me everything I need to know. He also told me that no matter how much I prepare you it's still going to hurt." I didn't go into detail about what the older man had said since it was embarrasing.

"Really? I guess I'll handle some pain if it's for you." He sighed.

"Sorry, Niel said if I wasn't big it would be a little easier but..." I trailed off too embarrassed to finish.

Sarvis narrowed his eyes. "How does this Niel guy know how big you are?"

"It wasn't like that! He didn't see me. He asked and I told him verbally. I swear!" I gulped nervously and looked around for a distraction. "I love your paintings by the way."

"Don't change the subject, but thank you. I was kind of excited to show them to you but then Mila side tracked me. Kind of like your doing now." He smirked.

I laughed and pecked him on the lips distracting him further.

"Go get a change of cloths. I'll get mine, then we are heading over to the hotel." I whispered heading for the door.

"This isn't over Lance."

"Love you!"

With that I was out the door.