Secret Love Nest

The Founded Ring pt 1

I am not talking to Qing at the moment. I am mad at him. Utterly, absolutely, positively furious at him.

Remember my missing ring? Well I finally found out where it is. With Qing, all along he had my ring in his possession.

Yes! While I was busy looking for it and losing my mind, Qing had my ring. Apparently I lost it while I am in his car when we went to visit a friend of his. He found it the next day and decided to play a little joke on me.

Well I am not laughing. And what he did is nowhere near a mere "little" joke. For me, what he did is a mean, mean prank. I am mad at him because of it.

And the dense, stupid man didn't stop there. He also said something that made me finally snapped and lose my shit.

Qing: It was just a joke Dayu, stop making a big deal out of it.

Me: (looking at him incredulously) A joke? A joke?! I was looking for it like a madman and you think this is just a joke? Qing ah, if you just knew what I have gone through for three days looking for that ring, you won't think this is "just a joke"!

Qing: Then why did you lose the ring in the first place?

Me: (shouting) I don't know! I lost it, I'm so sorry for that. But what you did, don't make it sound like it was just a little prank you made so we can share some small laugh. What you did is not fair!

Qing: Not fair? What I did is teach you a lesson for losing important things? I am teaching you a lesson.

Me: (saw red) WHAT?! You are...Oh my...say that again. I. Dare. You. To. Say. That. Again.

Qing: (look taken aback at my furious face) Dayu ah

Me: (laughing bitterly) (suddenly tearful) I can't believe you. I...(crying) I don't think I can talk to you anymore.

Then I ran to our room and lock the door. I cried so hard. I can't stop myself. I feel so upset to the point that all I can do is cry. It's that or kill Qing, take his body up to the mountain, bury it there so no one can find him then come back to our condo like nothing happened.

How dare he?! How dare he teach me a lesson in that way? He could have just lecture me until my ears fall off. Call me irreponsible, clumsy, ungrateful jerk for losing the ring he gave to me. But instead he chose to keep the ring, take me to dinner, show his concern for me, making me squirm until I feel so guilty I confessed to losing the ring, almost crying in front of him.

I hate him. I hate him so much right now. He crosses so many lines this time. Now, after a night of crying myself to sleep, I feel like crying again.

I am not talking to him. I refuse to talk to him. And I don't know when will this anger inside me subside. All I know is that I am disappointed in what he did, more disappointed than at myself when I lost his ring.

How can I get pass this? I have no idea.