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What a crazy week right?! That weather, so hot. And a new movie was released that is taking the whole country by storm. And robots are getting closer and closer to replacing people and taking the human's job.

And someone filed a lawsuit.

So there. Crazy week. Right?

I mean, with that many issues at hand, what should we talk about.

(Hint: Not the last one)

Let's not mix the pages of these stories with something negative. Life is short, let's not dwell on the negative side of life.

I mean, Qing and I already talked about it. I already brood over it. I want to cry and I did for a while but I stopped and say, "Fuck that! It won't control my life. I have so many things to do and one man to love, I will not waste my time and energy on that!"

Yes, I am ranting. When I say that we will not dwell on it.

So. Inhale...exhale...

We don't want another "doomed squirrel" moments, right?

Anyways...I just realize it, I have been rambling and rambling about my life here yet I haven't asked you,  my dear readers, how is life so far?

Are you all happy and stressfree? Okay that is impossible. If we are all happy and stressfree it will mean that we are all dead and in our versions of heaven.

I mean, there was that saying. You know you are alive when you have a problem and stressing about it. Dead people don't have problems anymore apparently. Duh! (Yeah, that was a bit insensitive to the dead. Please, don't get me wrong, I respect the dead. Here in our country, we have high respect to our dearly departed relatives. And my mother will hit my tongue if I speak ill or disrespect dead people.)

So...yeah...I feel really alive right now.

I mean, I know that every problem will pass but I think I feel a little impatient. Can my problems pass a bit more quickly so I can leave them all behind me?

But that is life. Trials filled and we all have to survive and get through it everyday. So we can wake up and face more problems tomorrow.

Wow. That's depressing. Am I depressing you now?

I'm sorry. I'm being a bad squirrel again. I don't mean to unload my stress in all of you and rant about things here. But let's face it, this is my diary so I can write anything I want, right?

Anyways. Let's leave those behind and start anew. So...what should we talk about?

(Baba?)

Not Qing again. Let's give the man some break. He had just finished his drama in Shanghai and he is taking his well deserve rest. Let's not talk about him so he won't choke in case he is eating or bite his tongue in case he is talking or slip and fall in his ass in case he is walking.

But isn't he dreamy? Yeah...I can also look at him for a whole day. I mean, he will be annoyed of course and will ask me if I forgot to take my medicines again. He is funny too, how about that? Handsome with a sense of humor except he will say that he is not joking and will ask me again to calm down as he call a psychologist.

Ignore that, I am stressed.

Anyways, let's spare Wang Qing for now. But I am with all of you in thinking that he is a perfect boyfriend albeit strict at times and a pain in the ass.