Secret Love Nest

The Lesson on Cheating pt3

Qing stood in front of me with his arms crossed on his chest. Eyes looking intently at me I think he is trying to read my thoughts and feelings.

Qing: (obviously failing in reading my mind) What bad spirit had entered your body and you decided to act like a crazy cheated wife?

Crazy cheated wife?! Ouch!

Me: I...don't...know

Qing: Did I wished for this? For you to be jealous to the point that you are checking me for sex marks? I asked for this, didn't I? I want you to be jealous and this is your answer. Goodness I should have known better.

Me: (standing up to hold his shirt sleeve) Qing ah...

Qing gave me a glare and I zip my lips.

Qing: (sighing) And why, for the love of all that is holy, are you asking the girls about cheating boyfriends?

Me: Because they have the women's intuition. It's apparently very strong.

Qing: It's a myth Dayu. Women's intuition had no scientific basis. Women and men have same instincts. We can all have doubts and be paranoid.

Me: But women are good at catching cheating husbands and boyfriends.

Qing: That's not because of women's intuition. That is because they have stupid cheating husbands and boyfriends. They let themselves be caught. Because they are cowards and sadists. Men like that chose to hurt their partners and spouses because they cannot admit the fact that they failed to make their relationship pure and strong. Because they are weak that way. They chose to cheat rather than address the problem that they are no longer happy in their relationships. And they let themselves be caught so the wounded party will end things for them. Or they are just happy to let the other person knew that they had one up against them. Those people are weak Dayu. And I am not like them.

I nodded. Of course, Qing is not weak.

Qing: I will never cheat on you voluntarily. I am confident to say that because I know I will never forgive myself if I hurt you that way. And my pride won't accept that I can be that weak. And if ever there was a chance that I will sleep with anyone else accidentally, the first thing I will do is kneel in front of you and ask for your forgiveness and beg you to never leave me.

I hugged Qing and bury my face, burning in shame, against his shoulder. My eyes felt teary but I don't want to cry. I don't deserve Qing's symphathy and he will surely try to console me if I cry.

I am wrong. I have to man up and admit that.

Me: I'm sorry.

Qing: You never saw any evidence? Maybe I hid them or erase them thoroughly.

Me: (looking up and seeing his teasing smile) Wang Qing!

Qing hugged me back as he laughed at my pouting face.

Qing: Ah, my crazy little squirrel. What were you thinking letting the assistants pricked your curiousity like that and letting the womenfolk to feed your craziness? You are so susceptible and gullible, my naive Dayu.

Me: I am not. I am just really curious. (Leaning up and kissing his chin) Admit it, if you have a lover like you who is too wise and too smart to be caught doing anything bad, will you not be afraid?

Qing: (frowning) Maybe. I can also understand that.

Me: I just want to know if there are really clues to know if a person can really caught his partner cheating on him. Does instinct really play a big part when investigating?