We're All A Bit Broken
Chapter 10
Moana's POV
Maui's been gone for over a week now and I hate to admit it, but I miss him so much. I really hope he returns in a few weeks time as promised. I know I played a major role in him going away for a bit, but that doesn't mean it was easy for me to say those words to him. Maui's everything to me, my world even. Of course I can't tell Maui that now though... Maui's moving on and putting our relationship behind him. I don't know how he can just move on so suddenly without feeling even the slightest trace of remorse. He'll probably end up coming back to Montonui with a new lover in tow.
I'm really trying hard to not think about Maui in a romantic way, but God am I failing miserably. I cry myself to sleep every night in a sea of pillows just to pretend that I get to sleep in his strong but soft arms. It's torture. I don't know much longer I can do this. Seeing Maui in love with someone else with my own eyes will be just the thing to send me right over the edge. I've slipped back into my old self harm habits. I'm a wreck. I barely speak anymore. I keep conversations to a minimum. I can tell my parents are worried about me. I love them so much and I know they're trying their best to help me cope with the heartbreak, but so far nothing they've done as cheered me up in the slightest.
There's no worse kind of love than one you thought was true but turns out to be unrequited. In other words, one sided. The dreamer in me thinks that when Maui returns, he's going to run into my arms, tell me what a big mistake he made in breaking up with me, and plead for a second chance. I want that more than anything, but I know it's not going to happen. I wish another amazing guy could fall out of the sky. That why I could put my feelings into someone else, forget about Maui in that retrospect, and finally be able to move on. There just seems to be no hope for me and my heart...
Tamatoa's POV
I've done a lot of thinking today in my chambers while Maui was out getting food and performing some demigod duties. What I happened to be thinking about is that pesky mortal girl Moana that Maui's so fond of. I mean I've met worse mortals than her. In fact, deep down, I admire her. She's the only mortal to ever have been able to outsmart me when she and Maui restored the heart of Te Fiti. She also wasn't afraid of me like the rest have been. When we get to Montonui, I'm going to apologize to her for everything. For her sake and Maui's, I will make sure that we don't flaunt our relationship in an attempt to hurt her. I know she's in a fragile state right now. Plus if I hurt her, I hurt Maui and I love him too much to want to hurt him on purpose. I just want everything and everyone to be okay because it seems that we're all a bit broken.
Hoped that you guys liked this chapter! <3 -Mary
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