cool and unusual punishment

nice going

havne't written a dang chapter in 15 days tell the wtrb (pronounced 'what herb') kids to go suck it

other helpful pronunciations

tsbs is 'tis biz' or 'tiss biss'

dv is 'dee vee'

chronalilly is 'fuckin lazy'

anyways i finished planning every single chapter for a book you guys have never heard of that i legitimately thought of four days after school started. if i don't post anything about it maybe the plot spoilers will actually be spoilers for once instead of a foregone conclusion. miss the rush. thinking about schrodinger's audience. we're all busy kids. junior year is a nightmare made out of noise and high adrenaline. not sure if i love it or hate it. living is taking up all of my time. where are the five hours of escapism supposed to fit into my actual life

lately being on here holds no appeal and for whatever number of breakdowns i'm on a week somehow i find myself looking forwards to things. i think this is what they call recovery.