Secret Love Nest 2018

Rubbish and Gibberish

I miss doing it.

(Sex?)

No! Not sex...my God...you people are perverts.

(We...I...okay...)

I don't miss sex because how can you miss something you do in a regular basis? Qing and I have a healthy sex life people. I think I have told you guys that  a lot of times you should all have memorized it by now.

(Yes, you have gloat about that a lot of time we have memorized it by now...)

Anyways...when I mention missing something, I am talking about going to music shows and concerts and performing.

And this week, I did it. I attended a music show and performed my songs again. Yay!

I am so happy. I love singing, it's my first love and passion. Yes, I don't have the best vocal and some might find my voice irritating but they all have to suck it up because I will sing as long as I am alive.

And the worst part...I have an ego booster in the form of my lover: Wang Qing.

Me: Did you see my performance?

Qing: Yes, and you were so good, Love. You look happy while standing in that stage and relaxed while singing. It's easy to see that you enjoyed performing.

Me: I do! Oh I miss performing. Plus I get to see old friends. Greet newcomers and reconnect with a lot of people in the production staffs. It was a nice experience for me.

Qing: I am happy to hear that, my Little Squirrel. You should do more music shows.

Me: I plan to. I hope during the promotion of my latest project, I get to sing every now and then on the stage.

Qing: (caressing my cheek) You will be fine. But really, your hair...

Me: (pouting) Don't start. I like it. I think I look great on it. Don't you think so...

Qing: You look like a punk.

Me: I look like a cool bad boy. You are not the only one who can pull of the bad boy look, Qing.

Qing: I never want people to think I am a bad boy. I always go for the elegant style, Dayu.

Me: Three words: 70's Mafia suit.

Qing: Ugh! Can we get pass that already?

No. We won't. I will never let him live his life comfortably without mentioning that one time he dressed up like in a 70's mafia goon.

He looked like a tool.

So...Qing is supportive of me and my love for music and performing. And as long as I have his support, you can bet your ass I will sing even if the whole world is already sick of my voice.

He he...

On other news, Mrs.Tiu, our housekeeper requested a month vacation. She will fly to the US to be with her son and his family.

Mrs.Tiu: Do you want me to recommend someone to replace for while I am gone.

Qing: No, Mrs.Tiu. I don't think Dayu will be comfortable welcoming someone new to our home. We will manage the condo until you come back.

Me: When he said "we" he means "me".

Mrs.Tiu: (chuckling) At least Dayu will be staying here in Beijing. He can look after the cleanliness of your place. Oh well, see you both a month from now.

Me: (hugging Mrs.Tiu) Have fun with your son and his family, Mrs.Tiu. I hope when you come back, the Goddess has came back as well.

Mrs.Tiu: She will be here soon. And with a new baby. I am excited for her.

Yes. Mrs.Tiu has known the Goddess longer than she knows us. They are quite close.

Well...I am housekeeper less for one month. Our condo will have to be content with me and Qing keeping it organize.

Me: (pouting) Everyone is leaving the country. The Goddess is still in Japan. Mrs.Tiu will fly to the US. Jin is in Russia for business. Xiao is thinking of going to South Korea with his mother for a vacation. Zhu Gege and Pau are in New York. What?

Qing: You want to leave the country for a vacation too?

Me: We can't. You have work.

Qing: Oh right, I will be busy for weeks to come. Sorry, Love. But maybe you can go with Mama somewhere after your birthday.

Me: Oh my birthday. I have to practice for the performances I will do for my birthday event. I am quite excited about that.

Qing: Do that. And if you want to take a vacation, maybe Mama can accompany you.

Me: Okay, I will finalize my schedule this month.

August is known as the ghost month, do you guys know that? Yeah, I bet you do. For those who didn't know, it's the belief that during the 7th moon cycle of the year, it's the time that the spirits grew strong and the doors of the hell is open for every spirit to pass and roam the Earth.

I know...it's an old belief. But people still practice the rituals of offering things to appease the ghosts and spirits. Hey, there is nothing wrong with appeasing ghosts and spirits, they want to be entertained too. Don't be bigots now.

That is why ghost festivals and shows will be abundant this time of the year. And I know to some this will not make any sense but people believe this. I too, in some ways, believe this ghost month and appeasing spirit thing. It's there for a reason you know. But I won't convince you to believe, I am not writing here to sell and convince anyone.

I am writing to share my life and thoughts.

If you believe in the ghost month, be careful when it starts. To those who doesn't believe...jiayo, continue having fun.

Anyways...that's all I can share for today. I find it hard to write decent things nowadays. Maybe because my mind is scattered around. I cannot focus on one thing and write about it.

Sorry...

But that is me. And you guys are still reading so I guess you like me somehow and you like reading my rubbish and gibberish thoughts.

Jiayo to you all.