Secret Love Nest 2018

Feast with a Friend

It's Mid Autumn Festival. Hurray!

And the Goddess is back. And her daughter is adorable. The Goddess placed a pretty pink bassinet in the living room of her condo where she laid her sleeping daughter. The Goddess' daughter is tiny, so cute...a beautiful baby. She can cry loud but this one can sleep...like for hours...

Goddess: An expert in motherhood gave me an advice. She said to train my child to have regular sleep time. Little naps in the morning and afternoon so she can have a long sleep during the night. Feeding is a challenge but her stomach is not fussy at all.

Me: So she can down her formula and your milk?

Goddess: (nodding with a pleased expression) Yes. She is a good baby, Cute Neighbor. I think I am blessed. I waited for her my whole life and she came like an angel.

Me: She is only over a month old. Call her an angel after she went through the toodler tantrums and puberty state.

Goddess: You are right. But I love her so I will go through them with her.

The Goddess is totally a mother now.

Me: You are still determined not to work?

Goddess: Yes. (Smiling as she sighs) I have been working for the last thirty years of my life. I started acting on my teens and I didn't stop until I got to the top. Changes happened but I changed myself and changed myself to get down with time. But this...her...changes me like nothing ever did before. I just want to be with her...all the time.

Me: (smiling) How does Mr.Li feels about that? He doesn't get jealous.

Goddess: (laughing melodiously) He is crazier for her than me. I heard him promising her castles and ponies and all the treasures in the world. He is insane.

I laughed at that. I think every father is a bit insane for their daughters. Protective and even wanting to be their first hero and love.

Goddess: I wouldn't know. My own father left us for another woman when I was so young. That's why I decided to become a model at such a young age because I want to help my mother who worked two jobs just to make ends meet.

Me: Oh...

Goddess: Hey, don't feel sorry for me. I grew up fine. I love my mother, she is one amazing woman. But I am truly happy that my daughter will have a constant man in her life. My lover is determine to be in my daughter's life.

Me: Mr.Li is a good man. And you are a strong, wonderful woman.

Goddess: (chuckling) If people learn of our affair, you think that's what they will say about us? About my daughter? I am actually scared...once she grows up and she learned that her mother is a mistress.

I grew quiet at that.

Goddess: (sighing forlornly) I don't bemoan my life. I love my man. I chose this. I have no rights to complain. But when my daughter came, I realized...even though I am fine with my life, I don't want this for her. I don't want her to be a mistress.

Me: Don't be like that...

Goddess: (staring at her sleeping daughter) I want her to meet a strong and loving knight or prince. Someone she can call her own. Someone who will be faithful to her. A man like that. A life like that for her. Very different from mine...