Secret Love Nest 2018

At the Moment

Hello. It's been a long time since I last wrote something in my journal.

I will admit to being lazy of late in writing stuffs. Maybe because my actual life is kinda exhausting at times. In my professional side, there's photoshoots, live streamings, endorsing products and keeping up with my schedules.

It's not tiring at all.

Now, if we are talking about my personal life...that is...just too damn much.

October and the start of November gave me too many challenges on the personal front that I don't actually know where to start.

There's some health issue with my Baba that I had to personally run to Harbin to get between him and Mama fighting over it. It's all...family drama. Parents' drama.

My parents are ideal for each other. If they are united, I believe that they can conquer the world. Good thing that the only thing they want to control is me. They always remind me to make decisions that are best for me.

Mama and Baba: Always think about yourself, Son. Being generous and helpful to others are good and well but always keep yourself in your mind when you are making decisions. We want you to treasure yourself as well as your treasure others.

That's my parents. They can be a strong united front.

But when they clash...Ugh! It's a total nightmare too.

And then there is Xiao. Meng and I finally learned who Xiao is dating and let's just say that he and Meng are not talking right now.

My two best friends are not asking me to pick sides but I have a feeling that they are both also excluding me from their issue. I don't know what to do about that, to be honest. So I just let it be for now.

And if you think the chaos is happening just on my side of the family...think again...Qing's family is in some chaotic moments as well.

JiJi is residing in the museleom right now with their parents. JiJi left her husband and it's a long...long...story.

I am not saying that JiJi and her husband doesn't love each other anymore...to be honest they are showing more love for each other than ever but something happened during JiJi's husband's birthday that prompted my lover's sister to pack her bags and run back to the Wang mansion.

Qing and Zhu Gege are both abstaining on that issue. Actually, Mama is telling every men in the Wang family to keep a distance on JiJi and her husband's issue so nobody is touching that.

I don't want to touch that.

(Dayu what is "that" issue?)

I think it's better if you are all unaware about every detail of "that" issue. It's really tiring and the only people who can fix it are JiJi and her husband.

What else? Oh Zhu gege finally fired that housekeeper who is being rude to Pau. In replacement to that housekeeper, Zhu gege employed a professional chef to prepare their meals and a pair of cleaning ladies to come in and clean their home on a regular basis. But nobody is staying in, Zhu Gege and Pau are now living alone in their home which I think is eleviating all of Pau's stress in life. As an orphan, Pau is used to living alone after he left the orphanage where he grew up. Having a quiet home with just him and Zhu Gege suits Pau well.

On our personal front, Qing is still busy shooting a project. I am keeping up my schedule and I declined babysitting Carlos again.

I held true to my words, when the Goddess asked if I can look after her cat, I cried to her and tell her that I cannot take her cat's attitude.