Secret Love Nest 2018

Harbin pt1

I woke up the next day to Qing staring at my face. I avoided staring at him by looking at the ceiling of our room.

Me: (in a quiet tone) Are you still mad?

Qing: Yes.

I sighed.

Me: What do I have to do so you won't be mad anymore?

Qing: Let me take you to the hospital for a check up and take you to Harbin so your parents can look after you.

Me: (snorting) I don't need looking after, Wang Qing. I am twenty six years old now. Fully grown and capable to look after myself. What happened yesterday was an accident. An accident that will not happen again...

Qing: How can you say that? How can you guarantee that?

Me: (tone getting louder) Because it scares me! It scares me, okay?!

I hate Qing! He is making me lose my cool and control and just keeps on pushing me.

I hate this bastard.

But there you go, I admit it now, what happened yesterday spooked me too. It scares the living daylight out of me.

Me: It made me realize that I don't want to die from falling on a building. It made me realize that I don't want to die yet...period. So you have to trust me when I say that I won't do it ever again. Stand on a chair in our balcony. Fuck!

I moved to lay sideways so I can face my lover.

Me: Qing...please...let's just keep this to ourselves and let me stay here in Beijing. Please...

I think I am getting through Qing. I think he is finally seeing that I am serious. So I know he will agree to what I want.

(Really?)

No. But it was a nice illusion though. Like I said, Qing is an overprotective control freak. And like what he said yesterday, he already made up his mind.

Qing: We will go to the hospital to check on your head and then we will fly to Harbin. It's time we spend some time with your family.

Ugh! I hate him.

But I also cannot do anything about it because...

Qing: If you said no, I will tell our parents about your "accidents" and we will move. Did you hear me, Feng Jian Yu? We will leave this place and that balcony and I will take you in a bubble dome where nothing can harm you.

He is...ugh! What should I do with this guy...really? He is overreacting now, right? Come on!

But the thing with my lover is...he is not one to make idle threats. When Qing puts his mind to do something, when he finally locked his resolve and made a decision to do something, no one can stop him.

Not even me.

He loves me to hell and back but I have no chance in hell...and back...of changing his mind. No one can deter Qing when he has his goal in sight. And if you try to stop him...well, get ready to feel the pain. It will be on your head if you try to block my lover from his goal.

So I shut my mouth and acted cool around him. Not speaking, unless absolutely necessary. Qing ordered me to pack my my luggage. His things were already readied because like we said, he will leave for his shooting soon.