Secret Love Nest 2018

Sweet with Mildly Spicy Feels

Hello again. And to start things off, I will update you guys about my last entry on this diary.

I wore something sexy. Or in other words, welcomed Qing with nothing on. Don't be particular, people. I even cooked for the guy. I heard no complaints...so...there.

Qing and I are okay again. Qing is happy again.

Okay. That is done. Let's start another topic.

The prices of the commodoties these days are ridiculous, right?

I mean...bear with me on this one. Here in China, most product prices are regulated. That our government has a sense of control on things. But still, even so...prices are still constantly rising.

Fuel. Electric. Water. Food...

Everything is going up. And not just here in Asia but all over the world. You cannot help but ask...

What the hell is going on? Fuck...

I mean...I care mostly about food. Food is a basic necessity. We need to eat to survive. I understand if it's not cheap but it should be affordable. And there is a difference people, between cheap and affordable. You won't want cheap food but you will love the affordable kind. Good and affordable.

Qing and I...we subscribe to organic food. Well, most of them are organic. The lesser the chemical used to grow a food, the better for us. Of course we cannot avoid preservative filled food, what's with my love of chips and sodas but when it comes to fresh produce, we go organic.

And we don't have a problem because...

Qing: I know people to whom we can buy organic fresh produce. And we can afford it.

That. Qing has connections and we have money. My problem is...

Me: What about people who are not as lucky as us?

Qing: What about them?

Me: Well...aren't we supposed to help?

Qing: We give to charity.

Oh my God...this man.

Me: That is not the issue.

Qing: Then what is the issue?

A lot. Why is he being unfeeling about this issue? Shrugging it off. Why?

Me: (sighing) I just think we have to do more.

Qing: Like what?

I stared at Qing.

Me: (squinting my eyes) Are you always on this level of being insensitive or is this a new thing?

Qing: (smiling) Why? Because I don't give you instant solution to your problem? Or because I am not jumping to save the world for you?

Me: Yeah...that...

Qing: (laughing) It's because I cannot save the world, Love. Even if I want to. Honestly, I don't care that much about other people, Dayu. I reserve my care for you. (Shrugging) Call me unfeeling, insensitive or a jerk, I really sometimes don't give a fuck about people who doesn't matter to me.

He is asking for it. So...

Me: Unfeeling, insensitive jerk...