Secret Love Nest 2018

Freedom in Cage

I am back in the condo. Alone in it's big space. It's a free day for me and I suddenly found myself so...free.

Like literally free. With nothing to do.

Everything in the house is clean. I have no laundry to wash. No dishes on the sink waiting for me to clean them. Our closet is in its pristine condition. The condo is freshly wiped and vacuumed by Mrs.Tiu who got just came back from her vacation in the US.

Qing is not here. He is currently shooting somewhere far from me. The "far from me" is the important point in that sentence.

I already eaten my lunch, washed my body and clipped my nails. And then I found myself in the living room, with nothing to do.

Fuck!

What should I do?

(Watch something?)

I am not in the mood to strain my eyes in any of my devices so I don't want to watch anything. That includes playing any games.

What else do you have?

(Listen to music. Sing...)

Nah, not in the mood. My throat is not up to it. Next idea...

(Call your friends)

They are all busy working. It's 2 in the afternoon. Unlike me, who doesn't have a regular 9-5 job, my friends are busy earning their paychecks.

(Eat again...)

I am out of ready things to eat. If I want to eat I have to cook something or make something like a sandwich. And it's too tasking to be honest...

(Then go out and buy some groceries so you can have some junk food to eat...)

I already did the grocery. Online...

(Then go back online and shop...)

Did that already too. I bought Qing a new ballcap and walking shorts.

Next...

(Goodness...)

The Goddess is still in Japan.

(No...we said goodness not Goddess...)

Ah...sorry, I misheard you.

(There! Clean your ears...)

Hey! My ears are clean. I just unfocused for a moment and misheard what you all said. Stop insinuating that my ears are blocked with gross earwax.

Give me something to do. Come on!

(Exercise...)

Ha ha ha...ha ha ha...ha ha ha...

(Yeah, that one is laughable...)

Ha ha ha...ha ha ha...ha ha ha...

(You can stop laughing now...)

Okay. I need that. Thank you. What else do you got?

(Read a book. Play solitaire. Shout...)

You guys are running out of ideas, right?

(Call Baba! For fuck's sake, call your lover! Stop pressuring us...)

You guys need to relax. Who is stressing you out?

(Oh Lord...)

Oh are we on prayers now?