It Will End In A Kiss

Off The Loop

(BLU)

I stared at the message on my phone for what I think the hundredth time already. It's actually not a complicated message. In truth, the words used on the message are quite simple and straightforward.

Meet me again at the South gate after the classes are done. Gilbert asked us to pick our formal dress shoes for the ball on the store. We will use my Uncle's black car again. See you later. Robin

See, simple and straigtforward words were used. The message is easy to understand.

Therefore I conclude that the message is not the problem...it's the sender.

Robin.

Robin is the problem.

I think...

I am also not sure about that one.

Is Robin the problem or is it me...the one who woke up first this morning and spent a good five minutes staring at my bedmate?

Yeah...I am also not sure about that one either.

I don't know what is happening already. I never thought that the day will come where I will wake up in one bed with Robin Akage, AnneMarie's ultimate crush and the person I can say I dislike the most.

Except maybe I don't dislike Robin that much anymore.

I don't know anymore.

I mean, I still think Robin is a rude jerk. I still think he is condenscending and a total show off.

But I don't know...last night I think I saw one facet of Robin.

His weak facet.

Robin has a weakness. He is aware of that weakness. He acknowledge that weakness. And last night, he took the first step to overcome that weakness.

Robin was...cool last night.

And sitting on the front row and watching Robin overcome his fear up close...I cannot help but admire him a bit.

Because I saw it all. His lips trembling when he started turning off the lights on his room using a remote. The way he closed his eyes and focus on himself to accustomed himself in the darkness. He was so controlled and brave.

I mean, I saw Robin running scared and screaming last Saturday night when I accidentally turned the lights off his room. That scared Robin was not in the room last night. The Robin who bravely told me to close the door of his room tight was scared yes, but he is not running anymore.

And for that...I think Robin is extraordinarily strong.

So yeah...he was cool last night.

And this morning...he was, well...unfair. I mean, how come his hair was not sticking all over his head like mine does when I came fresh from sleep? And why was there no drool on the side of his mouth. He sleeps with his lips slightly open.

I don't know...that seem unfair.

Robin is still good looking even if he is sleeping. He looks...more human too. A little vulnerable...but yeah, he mostly look handsome still while sleeping. I mean, if there is a male version for Sleeping Beauty, Robin can play the Sleeping Gorgeous Prince or whatever.